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My god, my life is so screwed up right now. I definitely am in way over my head right now with something, and I'm scared that I won't be able to fix it, not without doing something that I would regret. I can't even talk about it, even when I know that the person involved would never know I had this, it bothers me that much. Ugh...why does god have to play games with me? I try to do something nice for someone, and it gets blown so out of proportion, and now...now I may miss my chance, my one oppertunity to be happy again, because I'm a nice guy, because I try to make someone happy for once in their life. Damn. What am I supposed to do? Where am I suppose to go to find help?
But besides that...I'm sorry if I complicated things, I really hope I didn't, because for that moment everything was so simple to me, so...perfect.
Is it wrong to dream, to live that dream, and to dream about it again? Is it still a dream, or a memory, if you live in it? And why is it that when you mix dreams, it turns into a nightmare?
But besides that...I'm sorry if I complicated things, I really hope I didn't, because for that moment everything was so simple to me, so...perfect.
Is it wrong to dream, to live that dream, and to dream about it again? Is it still a dream, or a memory, if you live in it? And why is it that when you mix dreams, it turns into a nightmare?