Back...In Black (Sorta, Kinda, Not Really)
*sigh* (isn't that how most of these are started for me nowadays?) All these emotions...just...banging away inside of me. Today was not a good day...to say the least...And these past few weeks have been more or less pure hell on my emotional, physical, and mental health. I wish somedays, today especially, that I could just retreat inside my head and just stay there for a while, where no one can touch me and I can live as I want to: free of the pressures of the world around me. Although there is the added downside that I would also experience none of the good things in life...but...at least, up to a few days ago...that doesn't seem that bad of a trade off, to live in emotional limbo. But of late, there's someone else out there, someone else on this horribly lonely path, trying to make her way through the deep and unforgiving muck that it's composed of. I offered my hand in assistance, and, for now at least, we walk that path together. Perhaps we may soon leave the dark endless path together...but only time and life will tell...