Mar 09, 2006 22:43
I'm in California now and got here at about noon. The flight was alright but exhausting because I had to wake up at 5:10 in the morning. But William got me to the airport realitively on time and after only a little bit of line waiting I boarded my plane. My dad and I are good so far and we're planning a snow boarding trip with my Uncle and Jake in the morning. Apparentl theres good snow going on up there but we need to decided between mountain high or summit. The difference is only about an hour but it may involve buying chains. I met Sophia, my dads room mate, shes very nice. Seeing the city again makes me think more and more about what I'm going to do in May. I'm just so stressed out about many different things that it seems like the best option but something is holding me back. Living with my father in the way I would is was I wanted and should have had as a kid but I'm not a kid anymore. I might continue with my plan and come back when I persue higher university but as for now I've been thinking along the lines that what might help is if I simply get out of San Antonio. Get out of San Antonio and get a better paying job. Who knows, maybe all I need is to get out of Alamo Heights...there are just so many memories. And in that sense maybe the house behing Tanyas would be good but I've also been thinking of Austin more and more. It's not quiet San Antonio not quiet San Diego where I am alone but then again not quiet and I still have people I'm familiar with. Alex is supposed to be moving in with his brother and William is making plans to move in with his and Adrienne. I'm trying to take things just one day at a time. When I get back from California I'll do what I need to do then soon graduate and then head off to Korea and then be back to start my life whereever it might be.
On the previous note I am feeling better. Weird but better...
I'm real tired so I'll head to bed but I do hope everyone's having a nice spring break.