I'm so hurt
I just found out that I'm a bitch right now. I guess not seeing my bestfriend right after she had a misscariage is good enough. She blabs to all of myspace that I wasn't even there for her. I was so happy for her I wanted to even adopt a kid just so hers can have someone to play with since I had always planned on adopting. God I really wanted her to have this baby and I felt so bad that she didn't because I knew she really wanted it. God only knows what she is feeling knowing that it died not feeling the connection to someone inside you thinking that is your fault that you didn't have the baby. God why am I crying if supposedly i don't care.