Doomsday
Yup, life officially sucks again. Back down eighth st in the valley. At least I have a plan now, and a time frame. I can't lie, there are some pros but not nearly enough to outweigh the feeling that I fucked up somehow. I'm not quite sure that I did though. If I had it my way id be happy in Hamden right now, but it wasn't in my cards.
I still agree with not letting Engin move in three months ago. We both would be shit out of luck looking for a place to live and I'm not sure our relationship could handle it. Actually, definitely not.
Yesterday was kilies fourth birthday. Kellie had the party at her mothers house and it felt good. It was a good teaching moment and I finally feel at peace with psycho cunt Annie. I don't even need to waste my energy arguing with her anymore. She talks shit about me all the time but I'm really just on a different level, and anyone who speaks to her and then to me will realize that. :)
Today I finished moving all my things including my cat. She cried continuously the entire 45 minute drive due to traffic. Final death toll 13 mice one bird and one chipmunk.
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