FOR YOU ONLY 6
Title: For You Only 6
Pairing: Yewon, Brother WonKyu, Kyuwook
Rating: PG 13
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: All casts are belong to their self and God
Summary: There is a thin line between hate and love
Length: Chaptered
Siwon’s Room - Siwon P.O.V
I woke up as usual to do my activities although I’m feeling a little bit exhausted. Maybe it’s because last night ordeal. I’m really frustrated by Yesung fortitude to make me accept his offer. Why is he still trying to force his way toward us? I’ve made it clear last time that I don’t want to have any connection or whatsoever with him and the rest of his family. I don’t need his help. Right now, I’m trying to forget every issue regards our family feud. It’s better if I pay no heed to them all together. But, no! Mr. Nice guy in Kyuhyun’s room right there, have to interfere in my business. Although, truthfully, I’m quite content seeing him again, after he’s been residing in my head for the last few days. I want to hate him; tough on the other hand I want to meet him. Yeah, sue me for being hypocrite.
Yesung. Every since I met him, I knew that I’m attracted to him. But I never thinks that this attraction would grow to something more. And I realize this strong feeling for Yesung emerge when I saw him being bully by those jerks yesterday. I feel anger because someone else touches him. I feel I have to protect him. I care about him although my attitude doesn’t show that much. Is this love? If it is, then maybe I’m already in love with him since the beginning. I don’t deny my feeling if I realize it. But, one thing for sure I don’t think I can be with him. I still couldn’t let go the fact that his family destroyed mine. Even tough, it’s not his fault in the first place I can’t shake it off the knowledge that Yesung share the same blood as my family nemesis. I don’t want him to suffer if he’s with me because I’m always going to have this hatred toward his family. I don’t know if I ever going to forgive them.
I know hating Yesung and the rest of his family beside Youngwoon is never going to diminish our wretchedness in life. Nothing would come out from hatred. I know that. However, I need something to alter my anger, my anguish, and my self-pity for not being able to do something for my parents, for Kyuhyun. Those needs drove me to the way I am now. Hating the Kims is the only way for me to make peace with myself, even though after knowing Yesung, I kind of forget that aim, because the more I convince myself to hate him the more I can’t take my mind of him. And last night, seeing him really work off himself to convince us that he has no bad intention makes me realize something in my heart. Something that makes me thinks that he and maybe his father really are wanted to help Kyuhyun and me. This contradictive thought makes me aggravated. I don’t know what am I supposed to do right now.
“Argh!! Enough with this. I need to prepare myself. I got work to do.” I mutter to myself while getting ready to face another hectic day.
End Siwon P.O.V
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Siwon come out of his room already freshen up and ready for work. Afterward, he’s heading towards the kitchen to make breakfast as usual. Yet, when he got to the kitchen, he sees that breakfast was already served. Nothing fancy, just three plates of fried rice and three glasses of milk. He walks to the kitchen and look at the breakfast once more, to make sure he see right. He confused about who makes all of this because he so certain that Kyuhyun couldn’t cook even to save his own life.
“Oh you’re up.” Utter Yesung behind the kitchen counter. In his hand there are two lunch boxes. He smiles brightly at Siwon who still looks between him and breakfast confusedly.
“Did you make all of this?” asked Siwon slowly. Yesung just smile and walked to Siwon then pull his hand and place him to the nearest chair in the dining room. The kitchen and dining room in Siwon’s apartment are design as one place, so Yesung could put the breakfast quickly. He never answers Siwon and that makes Siwon a little bit irritated. He grabs Yesung arms, when he busy putting all the utensils.
“I asked you a question Yesung-shi. Did you make all this?” state Siwon again but with infuriated in his tone. Yesung keeps smiling although he’s a little bit scared by Siwon’s tone.
“I am. I’m so sorry if I use your kitchen and stuff in the refrigerator for breakfast without your permission.” reply Yesung, sitting in front of Siwon. Siwon just look intently at him for awhile and sighed.
“Why?” he inquired again. He really couldn’t understand the mind of Yesung. Why he still so nice is after all the things Siwon had done and said to him?
“Why what?” Yesung solicited back, clearly puzzle by Siwon question. He tilts his head a little to the left, making his visage look cute. Siwon glance at Yesung but not for long. He couldn’t stop his blushing for showing up. Yesung face is too cute for his heart to ignore. Luckily Yesung didn’t notice the changing in Siwon’s face at all. Siwon took a deep breath and let it out, trying to calm his heart. He tried to make his thoughts go away by engross Yesung in a conversation.
“Why did you do all of this? I thought I make it clear last night that I don’t want your help. I don’t need your help.”
“It’s just a simple breakfast Siwon-shi. I’m just wanted to say thank you for saving me yesterday and for letting me sleepover last night.” Yesung tried to convince Siwon to accept this token of gratitude of his.
“But..” Siwon said while shaking his head to counter Yesung. But right now Yesung definitely won’t accept no from Siwon. He cut Siwon off before he could say anything else.
“Stop! Just take it will you?! Please. I made it just for you and Kyuhyun. At least try it, if you don’t like it then you could throw it away.” Impel Yesung so Siwon can’t say anything.
“Fine.” Siwon halfheartedly agree with Yesung effort this time. He looks once more to the plates in front of him and scoop a spoonful of fried rice. He tastes it. Yesung anticipated with Siwon reaction because it is his first attempt at making breakfast for someone. He often sees his father, Hankyung, making fried rice for their family and it taste good. Really good. So, Yesung hope that this food is actually as good as his father.
“How what’s it? Is it taste good? It’s my first time making it. I mean, I’ve seen my appa made this fried rice so basically I know what to do.” Yesung asked while crossing his finger waiting for Siwon reaction, but he got nothing. Siwon has a blank expression. And then he glances at Yesung.
“Do you want the truth or not?” asked Siwon. Yesung knew exactly what Siwon implied with that question. He looks disappointed in himself because he didn’t do this right.
“Is it that bad?” sulk Yesung. Siwon only smile at this because he know Yesung hope a positive feedback from him. And when he didn’t make it, he would pout and sulk like right now. Siwon unconsciously brush Yesung hair like he was a child while taking the plates of fried rice back to the kitchen. Yesung are dumfounded by Siwon action toward him. This is another time Siwon being civil and caring with him.
Yesung stand and follow Siwon to the kitchen and saw Siwon turns on the stove and pouring all the fried rice back and fixing it. Yesung is watching Siwon cook again his fried rice, adding some stuff to it.
“I don’t like to waste food. It’s still edible. It’s just needed a bit salt and spices.” Said Siwon before Yesung have the time to ask question. Yesung only smile and just stand there accompany Siwon cooking.
“Yesung hyung, what are you doing?” asked someone which is Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun gawk at the both of them. He really couldn’t believe that Siwon could be civilized to Yesung early in the morning because just last night he decants all of his aggravation to Yesung.
“Hey Kyu. Breakfast almost ready. Why don’t you freshen up?” told Yesung to Kyuhyun. But Kyuhyun only stand there still gawking at them. Siwon, who is finished rearranging the food so they could eat them and notice Kyuhyun qualm face, only chuckle a little bit.
“He never eats this early Yesung-shi. He usually eat when I already gone for work. Which remind me, I have to get going.”
“But you never touch your breakfast.”
“It’s okay. I’ll take your lunch box instead. It’s just a sandwich right?!”
“Yeah. Yah! Don’t look at me like I’m going to poison you!” bawl Yesung because Siwon seem to be teasing him about his cooking. He’s pouting his lips again. Siwon laugh at Yesung’s childish act. He once again brushes Yesung hair and pat Yesung on his shouder then walked out the house, not forgetting about his lunch box. Yesung watch Siwon’s back disappear behind the front door. He smile and touch his shoulder and hair, where Siwon’s hand have been touched him. Falling in love makes every touch worthwhile. And Yesung got that experience. He forgets about Kyuhyun who already awake from his shock seeing his brother and Yesung cooking together. Kyuhyun smirk knowingly to Yesung and get closer to him.
“Well..well..hyung, last night I thought I have to console you again because Siwon hyung might act crude to you but you move fast. Already flirting with each other huh?!” tease Kyuhyun making Yesung blushing hard. Yesung hits Kyuhyun in the back of his head lightly.
“I’m not flirting.”
“Then what are you doing?”
“Just helping him making breakfast.”
“Uhuh.. Okay.. I believe you.”
“I’m just helping him. And I made it for you too. Taste it.”
“It will definitely good since my hyung who made it. If you who made it hyung, I would never touch it.”
“Yah!!” both of them laughing together and enjoy their breakfast who eventually is really edible to consume since Siwon remade it. Yesung and Kyuhyun really enjoy each other and for a moment overlook the entire situation.
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Skip time - Kyuhyun P.O.V
“Bye guys. See you tomorrow.” I said goodbye to my new friends in my new high school. They’re really different from my previous friends, if I could state them as my friend. My new friends are not well mannered boys like the ones in my previous school, but they fun to be with. No misjudging because of my father in jail, no bullying because they’re afraid of Siwon hyung (okay that out of context), but the most important thing, they accept me for who I really am. I can be myself when I’m with them. I’m really grateful to change school to here.
I walked to the bus station on my way home. I’m not realize a car have been following me since I got out from school. I notice it when someone I know, came out from the car. He runs to me and next thing I know, he hugs me.
“Kyu, I miss you.” He said while burying his head deep in my chest. I take a good look of him but do nothing. I just stand there, allowing him to hug me.
“Wookie.” I said knowing well who hugs me like this was. After all I already used to his hugs. I feel wetness in my school shirt where he’s buried his face. He’s crying.
“Why you suddenly quit from school? Hiks..hiks.. Wh..why didn’t you contact me at all? A..ar.. are you still mad at me? Hiks..hiks.. Yo..you said you’re not mad at me.” He stuttered because of his crying.
“What are you doing here Wookie? And stop crying. I hate seeing you crying.”
“I’m here to see you. Hiks..hiks.. Ca..can’t I s..see.. you?”
“I..”
“Pl..Please do..don’t say a..an..anything. Just let me hold you.”
“Wookie-ah” I utter softly, letting him hugs me even though I’m not hugging him back. I don’t want to rise up Ryeowook hope in me. After a moment, I let go of his hold and wipe away his tears. I stare at him for a few seconds before I let go completely.
“Wookie-ah. You need to go home.”
“No! I don’t want to leave, until you tell me why you quit school. Don’t you know that I’m worried sick about you.” He said stubbornly. I sighed at this.
“Please Wookie, just forget about me.”
“Forget about you?! B..but.. You and I are..”
“Were Wookie. Were. I can’t continue this relationship and you know why.”
“Because you’re still mad at me.” He point it out that thought. I stare at him with uneasiness. I really don’t want to hurt him like this, but I also don’t want to make our situation more difficult than they already are. Not with my brother and Youngwoon feud.
“No, Wookie.. I…” I tried to reason with him, yet again, he cut me off before I finish talking.
“Then what Kyu?! What? You know I love you. That incident when you accuse of cheating, I’m sorry I didn’t told the truth. I was so scared of being expelled that time. I know I’m a coward Kyu. I should do something when they accuse you instead of me, but..”
“I know Wookie, I know. And I don’t blame you. I love you too. I can’t possibly be mad at you. But, our situation, it’s a bit complicated.”
“Then why Kyu?” I don’t say anything. I think that Ryeowook already knew the answer.
“Is it because of my appa?” he asked to make sure of his assumption. I could only nod. I can’t lie to him. He starts crying again and this time I don’t try to wipe his tears. I’m simply leaved him when the bus I was waiting is coming. I never turned around to look at Ryeowook. I couldn’t.
“Kyuhyun. Please…” he said sadly. I could still hear him but I pretend I don’t care. I just walked in to the bus and let the bus take me away from Ryeowook. As the bus drove away, I couldn’t hold back my tears anymore. It hurts so much because I can’t be with someone I love.
Ryeowook and I were having a secret relationship. No one but us knows about it. Not even Yesung hyung. It’s not like I intentionally hide our relationship. After all, at that time I’m dating one of my trusted colleagues of my father. Nevertheless, the circumstances make me decide to conceal it even more. I don’t have the courage and heart to tell my brother least my father about Ryeowook and I. Ryeowook was against it at first but he’s accept my decision after he saw how badly my family react to his father during the ordeal.
Although hiding my relationship was hard enough but it’s worth it because I still could embrace Ryeowook in my arms and cherish him with all my love for him. Luckily for me too that my brother never seen Ryeowook in person. He only knows his name. So when my brother occasionally drops by to my previous school and he saw me with Ryeowook, he never gets suspicious.
Now, I ended my relationship with Ryeowook. Not because I stop loving him, on the contrary, my love for him grew and grew even further, or because he did something that will always thwart me although I’m always forgive him, but because I want to save all the heartache that will come. With my brother revulsion toward the Kims, I will never allow Ryeowook to deal with despondency of that revulsion. He could never bear with that. He’s too kind and soft.
That’s why, I will let him go. He needs someone who could protect him all the time. He needs someone who could be with him without any flaws because I can never be disappointing my brother more than I’ve already done.
End Kyuhyun P.O.V
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Yesung P.O.V
“Young master, we have arrived.” Said my driver, signaling to me that I have arrived at the brother’s apartment. I got out after I say thanks to the driver and told him to pick me up again when I call him. I don’t want to impose Siwon’s generosity again by staying over. I walk happily while bringing some food and snacks for my tutoring today. I smile constantly, remembering the phone call earlier from Kyuhyun. He said that Siwon had called him when he was at lunch and said that he allowed Kyuhyun to help me with my studies. I nearly fainted when I heard the news. Siwon finally let me get tutor by Kyuhyun. Although I’m still disappointed that Siwon won’t accept any payment for his brother service. He said that he allowed Kyuhyun to tutor me only because he wants to get even with my father who has been helping Kyuhyun when he still schooled in my school. Nevertheless, I accept it as a form of reliance from Siwon to me. And I will work harder to make Siwon open his heart again and maybe, if I’m lucky, he will find a way to love me, as soon as I confess to him. God! Give me courage.
When I arrive at the brother’s apartment front door, I instantly knock it. In a minutes or so, the door open, showing a disheveled Kyuhyun with a sad expression on his eyes. He scooted over to let me in. I follow him, headed for the living room. There on the table, Kyuhyun already set up some books and tutor material for today. He and I sit across from each other. I look at Kyuhyun and ready to start asking question because of his appearance when he cut me off.
“Please don’t ask any question hyung. I’m just not in the mood to tell anything right now.”
“But Kyuhyun-ah..”
“Please hyung. Let it go. Can we just start our session right now? You don’t have much time right?! The exam is in a couple of months. We should get going now.” He said while looking like he’s wearied with the entire thing happen to him. I sighed and nod, preparing myself for our session for today.
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Skip time - Still Yesung P.O.V
“That was so hard Kyu. You’re so mean to me.” I whine because of Kyuhyun strict method of tutoring. He really is like a mean, merciless kind of teacher. Kyuhyun didn’t even give me a time to rest until I finished the entire problem. And sometime he calls me names when I’m not answering his problem correctly.
“I’m not mean hyung. I’m just being realistic. You worst than any junior high scholar.”
“Yah!! It’s not my fault that mathematic is not my forte. I’m so confused with the equation and all of that.” I gripe with Kyuhyun has just said. Mathematics is really hard for me. Kyuhyun only shake his head and sighed. Abruptly, Kyuhyun’s phone is ringing. He stands up to take the phone and answer it. I look at Kyuhyun from afar. It’s a couple of minute with Kyuhyun talking to someone on the phone and the next thing I knew, Kyuhyun is shouting and start crying. I straight away go to his side and hold him when he slides down to the floor. His phone was forgotten and lay around in the floor. I took the phone because I can see it’s still connected to the other parties.
“Yoboseyo.”
“Yoboseyo. Who is this? Where is Kyuhyun?” asked the person on the phone worried. I answer him while holding Kyuhyun who keeps weeping in my arms. Its must be a bad news. I hope it’s not about Siwon. Please God.
“I’m Kim Yesung, Kyuhyun’s friend. Kyuhyun a little bit preoccupied. Can I help you or something? And who are you?”
“Oh thank God, Kyuhyun is not alone! My name is Jung Jaejoong. I’m Kyuhyun’s mother doctor. I’ve been trying to contact Siwon, but that boy isn’t answering his phone. So I have no other choice but to call Kyuhyun. Is he crying?”
“Yes Jaejoong-shi. Kyuhyun is crying. What happen?”
“I see. Poor boy. Could I ask you a favor dear?” Jaejoong-shi asked me back; completely ignore my question regarding Kyuhyun state of distress. I’m curious about what happen, but right now I have to take care of Kyuhyun first. I could ask the question later. I answer Jaejoong-shi request.
“Of course Jaejoong-shi. What could I do?” I offer him. Jaejoong-shi silent for a moment then sighed and start talking again.
“I think that boy in shock but I need him to be in hospital right away. Could you take Kyuhyun to the hospital, Yesung? And if you don’t mind, could you also try to contact Siwon for me? I have to make some arrangement regarding their mother.”
“Alright Jaejoong-shi. Could you text me where hospital it is? You could text to Kyuhyun’s phone for the mean time.”
“I will. Thank you dear. You are very helpful.”
“Umm.. Jaejoong-shi, could I ask what happen?” I tried to ask Jaejoong-shi again about the news that makes Kyuhyun devastated like this. I heard Jaejoong-shi sighed and if I’m not mistaking he sob a little.
“Kyuhyun’s mother passed away.”
End Yesung P.O.V
TBC
Pairing: Yewon, Brother WonKyu, Kyuwook
Rating: PG 13
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: All casts are belong to their self and God
Summary: There is a thin line between hate and love
Length: Chaptered
Siwon’s Room - Siwon P.O.V
I woke up as usual to do my activities although I’m feeling a little bit exhausted. Maybe it’s because last night ordeal. I’m really frustrated by Yesung fortitude to make me accept his offer. Why is he still trying to force his way toward us? I’ve made it clear last time that I don’t want to have any connection or whatsoever with him and the rest of his family. I don’t need his help. Right now, I’m trying to forget every issue regards our family feud. It’s better if I pay no heed to them all together. But, no! Mr. Nice guy in Kyuhyun’s room right there, have to interfere in my business. Although, truthfully, I’m quite content seeing him again, after he’s been residing in my head for the last few days. I want to hate him; tough on the other hand I want to meet him. Yeah, sue me for being hypocrite.
Yesung. Every since I met him, I knew that I’m attracted to him. But I never thinks that this attraction would grow to something more. And I realize this strong feeling for Yesung emerge when I saw him being bully by those jerks yesterday. I feel anger because someone else touches him. I feel I have to protect him. I care about him although my attitude doesn’t show that much. Is this love? If it is, then maybe I’m already in love with him since the beginning. I don’t deny my feeling if I realize it. But, one thing for sure I don’t think I can be with him. I still couldn’t let go the fact that his family destroyed mine. Even tough, it’s not his fault in the first place I can’t shake it off the knowledge that Yesung share the same blood as my family nemesis. I don’t want him to suffer if he’s with me because I’m always going to have this hatred toward his family. I don’t know if I ever going to forgive them.
I know hating Yesung and the rest of his family beside Youngwoon is never going to diminish our wretchedness in life. Nothing would come out from hatred. I know that. However, I need something to alter my anger, my anguish, and my self-pity for not being able to do something for my parents, for Kyuhyun. Those needs drove me to the way I am now. Hating the Kims is the only way for me to make peace with myself, even though after knowing Yesung, I kind of forget that aim, because the more I convince myself to hate him the more I can’t take my mind of him. And last night, seeing him really work off himself to convince us that he has no bad intention makes me realize something in my heart. Something that makes me thinks that he and maybe his father really are wanted to help Kyuhyun and me. This contradictive thought makes me aggravated. I don’t know what am I supposed to do right now.
“Argh!! Enough with this. I need to prepare myself. I got work to do.” I mutter to myself while getting ready to face another hectic day.
End Siwon P.O.V
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Siwon come out of his room already freshen up and ready for work. Afterward, he’s heading towards the kitchen to make breakfast as usual. Yet, when he got to the kitchen, he sees that breakfast was already served. Nothing fancy, just three plates of fried rice and three glasses of milk. He walks to the kitchen and look at the breakfast once more, to make sure he see right. He confused about who makes all of this because he so certain that Kyuhyun couldn’t cook even to save his own life.
“Oh you’re up.” Utter Yesung behind the kitchen counter. In his hand there are two lunch boxes. He smiles brightly at Siwon who still looks between him and breakfast confusedly.
“Did you make all of this?” asked Siwon slowly. Yesung just smile and walked to Siwon then pull his hand and place him to the nearest chair in the dining room. The kitchen and dining room in Siwon’s apartment are design as one place, so Yesung could put the breakfast quickly. He never answers Siwon and that makes Siwon a little bit irritated. He grabs Yesung arms, when he busy putting all the utensils.
“I asked you a question Yesung-shi. Did you make all this?” state Siwon again but with infuriated in his tone. Yesung keeps smiling although he’s a little bit scared by Siwon’s tone.
“I am. I’m so sorry if I use your kitchen and stuff in the refrigerator for breakfast without your permission.” reply Yesung, sitting in front of Siwon. Siwon just look intently at him for awhile and sighed.
“Why?” he inquired again. He really couldn’t understand the mind of Yesung. Why he still so nice is after all the things Siwon had done and said to him?
“Why what?” Yesung solicited back, clearly puzzle by Siwon question. He tilts his head a little to the left, making his visage look cute. Siwon glance at Yesung but not for long. He couldn’t stop his blushing for showing up. Yesung face is too cute for his heart to ignore. Luckily Yesung didn’t notice the changing in Siwon’s face at all. Siwon took a deep breath and let it out, trying to calm his heart. He tried to make his thoughts go away by engross Yesung in a conversation.
“Why did you do all of this? I thought I make it clear last night that I don’t want your help. I don’t need your help.”
“It’s just a simple breakfast Siwon-shi. I’m just wanted to say thank you for saving me yesterday and for letting me sleepover last night.” Yesung tried to convince Siwon to accept this token of gratitude of his.
“But..” Siwon said while shaking his head to counter Yesung. But right now Yesung definitely won’t accept no from Siwon. He cut Siwon off before he could say anything else.
“Stop! Just take it will you?! Please. I made it just for you and Kyuhyun. At least try it, if you don’t like it then you could throw it away.” Impel Yesung so Siwon can’t say anything.
“Fine.” Siwon halfheartedly agree with Yesung effort this time. He looks once more to the plates in front of him and scoop a spoonful of fried rice. He tastes it. Yesung anticipated with Siwon reaction because it is his first attempt at making breakfast for someone. He often sees his father, Hankyung, making fried rice for their family and it taste good. Really good. So, Yesung hope that this food is actually as good as his father.
“How what’s it? Is it taste good? It’s my first time making it. I mean, I’ve seen my appa made this fried rice so basically I know what to do.” Yesung asked while crossing his finger waiting for Siwon reaction, but he got nothing. Siwon has a blank expression. And then he glances at Yesung.
“Do you want the truth or not?” asked Siwon. Yesung knew exactly what Siwon implied with that question. He looks disappointed in himself because he didn’t do this right.
“Is it that bad?” sulk Yesung. Siwon only smile at this because he know Yesung hope a positive feedback from him. And when he didn’t make it, he would pout and sulk like right now. Siwon unconsciously brush Yesung hair like he was a child while taking the plates of fried rice back to the kitchen. Yesung are dumfounded by Siwon action toward him. This is another time Siwon being civil and caring with him.
Yesung stand and follow Siwon to the kitchen and saw Siwon turns on the stove and pouring all the fried rice back and fixing it. Yesung is watching Siwon cook again his fried rice, adding some stuff to it.
“I don’t like to waste food. It’s still edible. It’s just needed a bit salt and spices.” Said Siwon before Yesung have the time to ask question. Yesung only smile and just stand there accompany Siwon cooking.
“Yesung hyung, what are you doing?” asked someone which is Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun gawk at the both of them. He really couldn’t believe that Siwon could be civilized to Yesung early in the morning because just last night he decants all of his aggravation to Yesung.
“Hey Kyu. Breakfast almost ready. Why don’t you freshen up?” told Yesung to Kyuhyun. But Kyuhyun only stand there still gawking at them. Siwon, who is finished rearranging the food so they could eat them and notice Kyuhyun qualm face, only chuckle a little bit.
“He never eats this early Yesung-shi. He usually eat when I already gone for work. Which remind me, I have to get going.”
“But you never touch your breakfast.”
“It’s okay. I’ll take your lunch box instead. It’s just a sandwich right?!”
“Yeah. Yah! Don’t look at me like I’m going to poison you!” bawl Yesung because Siwon seem to be teasing him about his cooking. He’s pouting his lips again. Siwon laugh at Yesung’s childish act. He once again brushes Yesung hair and pat Yesung on his shouder then walked out the house, not forgetting about his lunch box. Yesung watch Siwon’s back disappear behind the front door. He smile and touch his shoulder and hair, where Siwon’s hand have been touched him. Falling in love makes every touch worthwhile. And Yesung got that experience. He forgets about Kyuhyun who already awake from his shock seeing his brother and Yesung cooking together. Kyuhyun smirk knowingly to Yesung and get closer to him.
“Well..well..hyung, last night I thought I have to console you again because Siwon hyung might act crude to you but you move fast. Already flirting with each other huh?!” tease Kyuhyun making Yesung blushing hard. Yesung hits Kyuhyun in the back of his head lightly.
“I’m not flirting.”
“Then what are you doing?”
“Just helping him making breakfast.”
“Uhuh.. Okay.. I believe you.”
“I’m just helping him. And I made it for you too. Taste it.”
“It will definitely good since my hyung who made it. If you who made it hyung, I would never touch it.”
“Yah!!” both of them laughing together and enjoy their breakfast who eventually is really edible to consume since Siwon remade it. Yesung and Kyuhyun really enjoy each other and for a moment overlook the entire situation.
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Skip time - Kyuhyun P.O.V
“Bye guys. See you tomorrow.” I said goodbye to my new friends in my new high school. They’re really different from my previous friends, if I could state them as my friend. My new friends are not well mannered boys like the ones in my previous school, but they fun to be with. No misjudging because of my father in jail, no bullying because they’re afraid of Siwon hyung (okay that out of context), but the most important thing, they accept me for who I really am. I can be myself when I’m with them. I’m really grateful to change school to here.
I walked to the bus station on my way home. I’m not realize a car have been following me since I got out from school. I notice it when someone I know, came out from the car. He runs to me and next thing I know, he hugs me.
“Kyu, I miss you.” He said while burying his head deep in my chest. I take a good look of him but do nothing. I just stand there, allowing him to hug me.
“Wookie.” I said knowing well who hugs me like this was. After all I already used to his hugs. I feel wetness in my school shirt where he’s buried his face. He’s crying.
“Why you suddenly quit from school? Hiks..hiks.. Wh..why didn’t you contact me at all? A..ar.. are you still mad at me? Hiks..hiks.. Yo..you said you’re not mad at me.” He stuttered because of his crying.
“What are you doing here Wookie? And stop crying. I hate seeing you crying.”
“I’m here to see you. Hiks..hiks.. Ca..can’t I s..see.. you?”
“I..”
“Pl..Please do..don’t say a..an..anything. Just let me hold you.”
“Wookie-ah” I utter softly, letting him hugs me even though I’m not hugging him back. I don’t want to rise up Ryeowook hope in me. After a moment, I let go of his hold and wipe away his tears. I stare at him for a few seconds before I let go completely.
“Wookie-ah. You need to go home.”
“No! I don’t want to leave, until you tell me why you quit school. Don’t you know that I’m worried sick about you.” He said stubbornly. I sighed at this.
“Please Wookie, just forget about me.”
“Forget about you?! B..but.. You and I are..”
“Were Wookie. Were. I can’t continue this relationship and you know why.”
“Because you’re still mad at me.” He point it out that thought. I stare at him with uneasiness. I really don’t want to hurt him like this, but I also don’t want to make our situation more difficult than they already are. Not with my brother and Youngwoon feud.
“No, Wookie.. I…” I tried to reason with him, yet again, he cut me off before I finish talking.
“Then what Kyu?! What? You know I love you. That incident when you accuse of cheating, I’m sorry I didn’t told the truth. I was so scared of being expelled that time. I know I’m a coward Kyu. I should do something when they accuse you instead of me, but..”
“I know Wookie, I know. And I don’t blame you. I love you too. I can’t possibly be mad at you. But, our situation, it’s a bit complicated.”
“Then why Kyu?” I don’t say anything. I think that Ryeowook already knew the answer.
“Is it because of my appa?” he asked to make sure of his assumption. I could only nod. I can’t lie to him. He starts crying again and this time I don’t try to wipe his tears. I’m simply leaved him when the bus I was waiting is coming. I never turned around to look at Ryeowook. I couldn’t.
“Kyuhyun. Please…” he said sadly. I could still hear him but I pretend I don’t care. I just walked in to the bus and let the bus take me away from Ryeowook. As the bus drove away, I couldn’t hold back my tears anymore. It hurts so much because I can’t be with someone I love.
Ryeowook and I were having a secret relationship. No one but us knows about it. Not even Yesung hyung. It’s not like I intentionally hide our relationship. After all, at that time I’m dating one of my trusted colleagues of my father. Nevertheless, the circumstances make me decide to conceal it even more. I don’t have the courage and heart to tell my brother least my father about Ryeowook and I. Ryeowook was against it at first but he’s accept my decision after he saw how badly my family react to his father during the ordeal.
Although hiding my relationship was hard enough but it’s worth it because I still could embrace Ryeowook in my arms and cherish him with all my love for him. Luckily for me too that my brother never seen Ryeowook in person. He only knows his name. So when my brother occasionally drops by to my previous school and he saw me with Ryeowook, he never gets suspicious.
Now, I ended my relationship with Ryeowook. Not because I stop loving him, on the contrary, my love for him grew and grew even further, or because he did something that will always thwart me although I’m always forgive him, but because I want to save all the heartache that will come. With my brother revulsion toward the Kims, I will never allow Ryeowook to deal with despondency of that revulsion. He could never bear with that. He’s too kind and soft.
That’s why, I will let him go. He needs someone who could protect him all the time. He needs someone who could be with him without any flaws because I can never be disappointing my brother more than I’ve already done.
End Kyuhyun P.O.V
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Yesung P.O.V
“Young master, we have arrived.” Said my driver, signaling to me that I have arrived at the brother’s apartment. I got out after I say thanks to the driver and told him to pick me up again when I call him. I don’t want to impose Siwon’s generosity again by staying over. I walk happily while bringing some food and snacks for my tutoring today. I smile constantly, remembering the phone call earlier from Kyuhyun. He said that Siwon had called him when he was at lunch and said that he allowed Kyuhyun to help me with my studies. I nearly fainted when I heard the news. Siwon finally let me get tutor by Kyuhyun. Although I’m still disappointed that Siwon won’t accept any payment for his brother service. He said that he allowed Kyuhyun to tutor me only because he wants to get even with my father who has been helping Kyuhyun when he still schooled in my school. Nevertheless, I accept it as a form of reliance from Siwon to me. And I will work harder to make Siwon open his heart again and maybe, if I’m lucky, he will find a way to love me, as soon as I confess to him. God! Give me courage.
When I arrive at the brother’s apartment front door, I instantly knock it. In a minutes or so, the door open, showing a disheveled Kyuhyun with a sad expression on his eyes. He scooted over to let me in. I follow him, headed for the living room. There on the table, Kyuhyun already set up some books and tutor material for today. He and I sit across from each other. I look at Kyuhyun and ready to start asking question because of his appearance when he cut me off.
“Please don’t ask any question hyung. I’m just not in the mood to tell anything right now.”
“But Kyuhyun-ah..”
“Please hyung. Let it go. Can we just start our session right now? You don’t have much time right?! The exam is in a couple of months. We should get going now.” He said while looking like he’s wearied with the entire thing happen to him. I sighed and nod, preparing myself for our session for today.
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Skip time - Still Yesung P.O.V
“That was so hard Kyu. You’re so mean to me.” I whine because of Kyuhyun strict method of tutoring. He really is like a mean, merciless kind of teacher. Kyuhyun didn’t even give me a time to rest until I finished the entire problem. And sometime he calls me names when I’m not answering his problem correctly.
“I’m not mean hyung. I’m just being realistic. You worst than any junior high scholar.”
“Yah!! It’s not my fault that mathematic is not my forte. I’m so confused with the equation and all of that.” I gripe with Kyuhyun has just said. Mathematics is really hard for me. Kyuhyun only shake his head and sighed. Abruptly, Kyuhyun’s phone is ringing. He stands up to take the phone and answer it. I look at Kyuhyun from afar. It’s a couple of minute with Kyuhyun talking to someone on the phone and the next thing I knew, Kyuhyun is shouting and start crying. I straight away go to his side and hold him when he slides down to the floor. His phone was forgotten and lay around in the floor. I took the phone because I can see it’s still connected to the other parties.
“Yoboseyo.”
“Yoboseyo. Who is this? Where is Kyuhyun?” asked the person on the phone worried. I answer him while holding Kyuhyun who keeps weeping in my arms. Its must be a bad news. I hope it’s not about Siwon. Please God.
“I’m Kim Yesung, Kyuhyun’s friend. Kyuhyun a little bit preoccupied. Can I help you or something? And who are you?”
“Oh thank God, Kyuhyun is not alone! My name is Jung Jaejoong. I’m Kyuhyun’s mother doctor. I’ve been trying to contact Siwon, but that boy isn’t answering his phone. So I have no other choice but to call Kyuhyun. Is he crying?”
“Yes Jaejoong-shi. Kyuhyun is crying. What happen?”
“I see. Poor boy. Could I ask you a favor dear?” Jaejoong-shi asked me back; completely ignore my question regarding Kyuhyun state of distress. I’m curious about what happen, but right now I have to take care of Kyuhyun first. I could ask the question later. I answer Jaejoong-shi request.
“Of course Jaejoong-shi. What could I do?” I offer him. Jaejoong-shi silent for a moment then sighed and start talking again.
“I think that boy in shock but I need him to be in hospital right away. Could you take Kyuhyun to the hospital, Yesung? And if you don’t mind, could you also try to contact Siwon for me? I have to make some arrangement regarding their mother.”
“Alright Jaejoong-shi. Could you text me where hospital it is? You could text to Kyuhyun’s phone for the mean time.”
“I will. Thank you dear. You are very helpful.”
“Umm.. Jaejoong-shi, could I ask what happen?” I tried to ask Jaejoong-shi again about the news that makes Kyuhyun devastated like this. I heard Jaejoong-shi sighed and if I’m not mistaking he sob a little.
“Kyuhyun’s mother passed away.”
End Yesung P.O.V
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