FOR YOU ONLY 5
Title: For You Only 5
Pairing: Yewon, Brother WonKyu
Rating: PG 13
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: All casts are belong to their self and God
Summary: There is a thin line between hate and love
Length: Chaptered
Siwon and Kyuhyun’s Apartment
Kyuhyun looks at Yesung restlessly from his apartment window. The reason was because since this afternoon, Yesung never leave from his place in front of the apartment building, waiting for Siwon. Kyuhyun had tried to persuade Yesung to wait in their apartment but Yesung reject lightly. He said that he doesn’t want to get Kyuhyun into trouble, if Siwon know he let Yesung stay inside their place. Yesung understand perfectly that Siwon doesn’t like having connection with the Kims and he doesn’t like his brother to make friends or be close with the Kims. So he decides to wait outside. Although it is very cold right now, the thought of the cold weather never occurred to Yesung because he’s more worry of Siwon late night jobs. Like Kyuhyun had told him earlier, Siwon are often come home midnight sometimes before dawn because of his job. And true to his word, until this particular midnight, no sign of Siwon everywhere near the apartment.
Yesung blew out air from his mouth to his hands and rubs himself to keep warm. He already waits seven hours in this place since he got back from school. Because he knows he will be waiting for a long time, he get himself prepare before going to the brothers’ apartment. He ate takes out dinner first and bought lots of coffees to accompany him. He is resolute that today he must talk to Siwon about his offer. And he will try his hardest to make him agree with this offer. He will not leave this premise without Siwon saying yes to it.
Yesung looks around the neighborhood. It’s not shabby or anything but it’s sure famous for dangerous place. He remembers when he watches the news sometime ago, that there are several gangs and thugs laying around in this neighborhood. Although Yesung is a guy, he still couldn’t hide the fear he felt every time a group of people walks in front of him and staring at him. He hopes that Siwon could get here anytime soon. He already feels so tired and sleepy. Not to mention he so scared when a pair of men he saw earlier is back and standing not far from him, checking his out.
The God is still looking after Yesung when a silhouette of a tall guy appears from around the corner. Yesung anticipated that person to be Siwon. He gazes at that person acutely, he forgot about the two men who staring at him and right now walking to Yesung. Yesung feel goose bump when he sense hot breath in his neck and immediately turned around only to find that the men who keep staring at him are already in front of him. One of them is having a beard that looks dreadful and grimy, while the other one has a scar on his right cheek.
“Hey sweetie. What are you doing here this late?” leers the beard guy while trying to touch Yesung’s face but got sway away by Yesung. He looks at the men with fear in his eyes. Yesung walk backward slowly so the two guys won’t be able to touch him.
“Oh don’t be afraid. We’ll not hurt you.” Said the scar guy, whereas succeed in grabbing one of Yesung’s arms. Yesung more scared of these scary men because they smell like alcohol. They must be drunk.
“Please let me go.” implore Yesung. He really scared that these guys will try to do something bad to him. He keeps try to lose his hand from his captor but to no avail. Yesung felt tears are forming in his eyes and that got noticed by the assaulters. Both of them laugh out loud and taking a step closer to Yesung.
“Hey, don’t cry beautiful. We’ll going to have some fun with you. When we’ve done with you, I let you cry all the time you need. Hahaha!!” said the scar guy whilst pulling Yesung to his arm and drag him somewhere.
“No!! Let me go!! I’m not a girl!! I’m a boy!!” shout Yesung scare for his life. He shouts like that because he thought that they are mistaking him from a girl. He screams to them, telling that his not a girl at the same time attempting to free himself from the scar guy hold. But he’s not strong enough and got drag away.
“We know.” murmured the beard guy with a nasty smirk which makes Yesung open his exquisite eyes widespread. He continues to try to free himself but the men are not his match, add up to his weak body that already tired from waiting Siwon too long. Yesung imagine bad thing that could happen to him. The tears are already watered his eyes falls successfully to his cheeks. There’s nothing he could do to fight them. Someone help me! Siwon! Pray Yesung. Then suddenly someone grab Yesung’s shoulder, makes Yesung and the assaulters held up. The men turned their back and look surprised and a little bit terrified when they saw who the one that held them up is.
“Let go.” Say the person with calm but full of intimidation to the two offenders. Siwon’s face looks hard and ready to beat up someone or in this case the two men. Seeing Siwon, they immediately let Yesung go. Both of them raise their hand in front of their chest signaling that they don’t mean any harm to Yesung. But Siwon know otherwise.
“Hei, Siwon! You here, Man. What’s up?!” said both of them one by one, trying to make Siwon least scary than he already is. Siwon only look at them heatedly while approaching Yesung who can’t stop trembling and crying.
“Are you okay?” ask siwon serenely and try to see if Yesung had injury or something. Yesung just nod his head, unable to face Siwon, because he was so embarrassed that he couldn’t defend himself. Siwon not trusting Yesung a bit, unexpectedly grab his waist and clasp him near him, so that Yesung face are in front of Siwon’s neck. Yesung instantly froze and stop crying because this is the close he’s get with Siwon beside this morning incident. Once again, Yesung is blushing so hard that his face is so red like a ripe tomato. Luckily, Siwon didn’t look at him at all. His attention is on the two men in front of them.
“Don’t bother him, you hear me! He’s my boyfriend. Tell that to the rest of you. Now be gone!” after Siwon yell at them, they scramble away, leaving both Siwon and Yesung still in their position.
When the guys couldn’t see anywhere, Siwon drew his hand away from Yesung. For a moment Yesung feel lost when Siwon didn’t close to him. He likes when Siwon embracing him just now. He looks at Siwon and he was astonished when Siwon look at him back. Siwon look like analyzing Yesung from head to toe and out of nowhere, Siwon take off his jacket and put it on Yesung and just walk to his apartment, leaving Yesung stand there alone, staring at the back of Siwon’s body. Yesung try to put right back his thought and when he could comprehend the situation, he ran to catch up to Siwon.
“Siwon-shi!!” call Yesung so Siwon could wait for him. But Siwon ignore him completely and just keep on going to his apartment. Yesung keep running after Siwon who almost made it to his apartement because his log legs, while Yesung has to struggle in catching up with Siwon. When he’s running throughout the ladder, out of the blue he slips. And nest thing he knew he fall down the ladder. Fortunately he still could hold on to the handle bar so he doesn’t roll down until the bottom of the ladder. Unfortunately, Yesung’s hand got a scratch from holding to the handle bar to hard. It was just a slight scratch but nevertheless it makes Yesung’s hand bleed.
“Auch.” He said while holding his own hand that keeps bleeding. Siwon who heard Yesung screaming in pain, twirled his head and found Yesung sit in one of the ladder, clutching his bleeding hand in his other hand like that. Wwithout realizing his own action, Siwon dash over to Yesung side and hold his bleeding hand gently.
“Are you alright?! Oh snap! Your hands bleeding quite severe.” Said Siwon concerned about Yesung wound. He is holding Yesung hand to check any damage possibilities to his hand. Yesung feel blissful when he heard Siwon’s worried tone and action regarding his wellbeing.
“It’s okay Siwon-shi. It’s just a scratch. It will be fine when I lick it.”
“You’re bleeding hard Yesung-shi. You have to go to the hospital. It’s not going to fade away with just a lick.” Stern Siwon. He a little bit annoyed with Yesung ignorant outlook towards his own body. Yesung once again feel embarrassed because he just got scold by Siwon because of what his said. He waggles his head down so Siwon didn’t see his dire face. And then, without warning, Siwon grab Yesung body. He lifts him up with bridal style. Yesung got a shock for the first time since he knows Siwon. If Yesung are in some kind of anime television show, he must drop his jaws to ground and have a mark of sweat on his head.
Yesung couldn’t believe that Siwon who loathe his family to the fact that he would never engage himself with the Kims, is now holding Yesung like a damsel in distress. Siwon is holding Yesung like a princess. Like a dear one. Like a lover. Yesung’s face could not be redder than now. He is so not going to over this. He never thought that Siwon would do this to him. But, Yesung didn’t complain about it, he even circles his unwound hand to Siwon’s neck to make sure he didn’t fall.
Siwon brought Yesung to his apartment. Siwon glance to Yesung and see the red face of Yesung. He smiles a little, showing off once again his dimples. Siwon found Yesung so adorable with red face and fidgety attitude.
“Kyu! Open up! My hands are full right now!” call Siwon when he reached the front door of his apartment. He hears someone approaching the front door and in a matter of second Kyuhyun was already at the door. He stunned himself seeing his brother haul up Yesung in that manner. He was lost for words and just stands there.
“Kyu, could you move aside a little please? I need to go inside.” Ask Siwon interrupted Kyuhyun thought when he sees his little brother just stand there.
“Oh.. What..? Oh..Oh! Yes, Sorry hyung.” Said Kyuhyun, moving aside from the front door to let Siwon and Yesung in. As soon as Siwon enter the apartment, he quicly take Yesung to the living room and put him on the couch. After that, he goes to his room to take the first aid kit and go back to the living room. He sits in front of Yesung with the first aid kit, taking some ointment and bandage. Without saying anything, he tends to Yesung wound tenderly, making Kyuhyun speechless and Yesung blushing. Looks like Yesung need to go the doctor after all of this. His heart has a problem, because his heart is pounding faster and faster each time Siwon gazes at him and showing his concern to Yesung.
Whereas Siwon tend to Yesung, Kyuhyun could only stare at his brother, thinking about something. He never understands how his brother’s head worked. It’s obvious his brother detest the Kims with his whole being, but right now he sees Siwon taking care of someone who is related to his nemesis. Deep down, Kyuhyun feels really glad that his brother showing some emotion beside those hatred, agony, sadness, and the idea that he have to take the entire heavy burden to himself. Kyuhyun have a feeling that Yesung presence near his brother could change him like he was to be, although if Kyuhyun have to admit, he feels a little bit jealous because he isn’t the one who could make his brother like this.
Before the whole situation happen to his family, Siwon is a loving and charming person. He never said anything bad about someone although the said person is badmouthing him or doing bad deed to him. He’s patient and always forgives anyone if they made a mistake. But, dealing with betrayal, adversity and taking the responsibility as the head of family in such young age make Siwon the way he is now. He is cautious, tend to get angry easily (but not with Kyuhyun), and never show positive emotion. Kyuhyun rarely sees his brother smile happily over this few months. Kyuhyun never saw the spark again in his brother eyes. Now, he only sees the dullness and fatigue in Siwon eyes. Looking at Siwon in this particular moment brings Kyuhyun sweet memories that he had with his brother when they still have their whole family.
“Thank you Siwon-shi.” Yesung voice break Kyuhyun’s thought and make him stare at Yesung who smile brightly to Siwon. Siwon only nodding his head and went away bringing the first aid kit back to his room. Yesung once again could only stare at his retreating back, while Kyuhyun take a sit next to Yesung. He pats Yesung shoulder to get his attention.
“Are you alright hyung? What happen? How did your hand became like this?”
“I’m fine Kyu. Just got a little scratch. Don’t worry.”
“Don’t worry? Hyung you just got a bleeding hand and you told me not to worry?! Seriously hyung, what happen? Why are you and Siwon hyung together just now?” asked Kyuhyun impatiently because Yesung seem refusing to explain the detail why he got the injury. Yesung only mess up Kyuhyun hair with his uninjured hand and smile. Not wanting to tell Kyuhyun about the incident that just happen to Yesung. They talked for more or less fifteen minutes when suddenly there is a noise from the kitchen. Kyuhyun walk away from the living room to the kitchen followed by Yesung, checking out for Siwon. And right out in front of the refrigerator, gulping a bottle of mineral water is Siwon, already wearing his gray sleeveless t-shirt and sweat pants. Siwon notice the stare that he got from the two boys and try to ignore it. Kyuhyun feel that his brother is acting like he was before he’s interacting with Yesung.
“Hyung?” try Kyuhyun to make his brother see him. Siwon didn’t disappoint Kyuhyun when he looks up to Kyuhyun, signaling him to continue speaking. Kyuhyun is about to ask about why Yesung and Siwon together just now when Yesung cut him off first.
“Siwon-shi, I’m sorry to bother you this late, but can we talk?” asked Yesung with hesitation show perfectly through his voice. He still worried that Siwon would said harsh thing to him and Yesung couldn’t bear with that. Siwon avert his eyes from Kyuhyun to Yesung with skeptical look on his face. He smile crudely toward Yesung, makes Yesung feel heartrending because Siwon is back to his usual self. He hates Yesung again.
“Talk? What talk? I don’t have anything to discuss especially with one o the Kims.” Siwon said making Yesung sadder because Siwon is definitely won’t have anything to do with him even is just a simple talk. But Yesung keep trying to make Siwon sees that his intention is genuine.
“Please Siwon-shi. It’s only need 10 minutes, ah no, 5 minutes.” Plead Yesung. Nevertheless Siwon is really a stubborn guy. He looks at Yesung closely until his face almost touch Yesung’ face.
“Red my lips Yesung-shi. I DON’T WANT TO.” And after saying that, he walk past Yesung and headed to his room. Siwon thought that Yesung would give up because of his resilient towards all of Yesung attempt to make peace or whatsoever he was going to do next. But Yesung as willful as Siwon, is still trying to make Siwon listen to him.
“Will you just listen?!” yelled Yesung while holding Siwon arms before he could go any further. Siwon guise is not good. He’s annoyed because Yesung so thick headed.
“Fine, humor me.” state Siwon irritated, although in the end he yield to Yesung whim. But still, he is really needs his sleep. He’s so tired these last few days and dealing with Yesung right now is making him so exhausted.
“Okay. Thank you. You know that I need someone to tutor me for my university exam right?!”
“And?”
“And you know that I need your brother for that.” Tattle Yesung because he so nervous that obviously make Siwon angrier.
“Will you just get to conclusion please?! I’m tired and I have to go to sleep now. I have worked tomorrow, not like you.” snarl Siwon impatiently.
“Okay.. okay.. My God.. I just want to say that could you please allowed Kyuhyun to tutor me? And don’t interrupt me.” Yesung said quickly because he sees that Siwon want to disrupt him.
“I know about the Kim and the Choi ordeal lately and I know you despise us so much. I know what my uncle did to you was horrible and I also disagree with that, but my family isn’t all like that.” Said Yesung, letting Siwon’s arms go and carry on with what he’s going to say. He needs Siwon to trust him, at least tolerable with him to be close to Kyuhyun and eventually close to Siwon.
“My appa for example, is really wanted to help you guys, especially Kyuhyun. The offer is sincerely just to help you and not to mock you or suppressed you. Please Siwon-shi, just believe in us this time.” Siwon scoffed hearing Yesung talk like that to him. He gaze Yesung fierily.
“I will not trust the Kims again. I will not trust anyone beside Kyuhyun.” Siwon made his stance firmly. Yesung stare at him with sadness because Siwon won’t ever consider trusting anyone except his own family. Siwon really close his heart.
“Please Siwon-shi. I know it’s hard but...” tried Yesung once again but unfortunately, luck was not his forte because the next thing he knows, Siwon is screaming at him.
“Stop it! Just stop it!” yelled Siwon to cut off Yesung’s argumentation.
“Don’t you dare talk about hard with me! You have no idea what we’ve going through because of your uncle. You’ve no idea at all. So just stay out of it!!”
“I just want to help you. Is it wrong?”
“With all due respect, which honestly I don’t have, I don’t need your help Yesung-shi and neither is your father help. I can take care of myself and Kyuhyun better than anyone.” state Siwon with sarcasm in his tone. Yesung couldn’t say anything. He keeps silent because he’s so upset and sad at the same time with Siwon perseverance toward this matter.
Siwon glance at Yesung and found his face full of dejection and a little bit angry. Siwon feel a tug in his heart seeing Yesung like that but he chooses to disregard it and continue walking to his room. Kyuhyun who just stand there witnessing Siwon and Yesung argue about the offer, start speaking before his brother enters his room. Although he never got far because Siwon also cut him off.
“Hyung.. I think we should..”
“Don’t Kyu!”
“But Hyung, They can hel..!”
“Kyuhyun!!” that stop Kyuhyun from continuing his talking. He stares at Siwon with disbelief and fear in his eyes. Siwon never yell at him like that before.
“Just.. Just go to bed please. You have school tomorrow.” Said Siwon softly this time. He feels a little bit guilty when he saw Kyuhyun standing frozen and look scared at him. Kyuhyun break off from his shock and could only nod. He pulls Yesung hand and directs him to his room. But before that he asks permission from Siwon first if Yesung could stay over for the night.
“Hyung, it’s late. Could Yesung hyung stay here for the night? He could stay at my room.” asked Kyuhyun. Siwon just sighed and nodding his head and enter his room quietly. With that, Kyuhyun turned his head to face Yesung who still keeps silent.
“Hyung.” Call Kyuhyun tried to wake up Yesung from his daze. Yesung turned his face toward Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun feels terrible because Yesung wretchedness right now was cause by his brother. He pats his shoulder and led him to enter his own room.
“You can share the bed with me hyung, but if you uncomfortable, you could used the bed by yourself.”
“And you? Where do you sleep?”
“The couch or the floor here.” Said Kyuhyun, pointing the floor beside his bed.
“Oh no Kyu. I’ll use the couch. You used the bed. I’m the one imposing here.”
“Don’t worry hyung. Just use the bed. You’re the guest.”
“No. It’s better if we share the bed.”
“It will be cramped hyung.”
“Doesn’t matter. It’ll be warmer right.” Tease Yesung tried to loosen up the tension. Kyuhyun and Yesung look at each other and chuckled together. They can’t laugh out loud because Siwon will get angry of their disturbance.
“Let go to sleep hyung. But before that, I think I should get an extra blanket, pillow, and maybe some night wear for you.” Kyuhyun said while getting the thing Yesung need for this sleepover. Whereas Kyuhyun taking those things, Yesung sit on Kyuhyun’s bed and start thinking about what happen this day.
He’s think about Siwon’s protective attitude while he’s saving him. He feels so secure and saves in Siwon’s arms. The way he chase out those ugly person. He even calls Yesung his boyfriend to make them never bother him again. That one surely won’t be forgotten by Yesung. Then, when Siwon is gently taking care of Yesung wound. He looks really concern about it.
But in a minute, his attitude change. He became the stubborn angry man. The man who doesn’t trust anyone. Yesung feel drained out all of a sudden. He really don’t know how to make Siwon realize that he really want to help him. That he really want Siwon to acknowledge him. That he really want Siwon to trust him because he want to be his friend. Yesung really want that because he really like Siwon. That he really love Siwon. The last though brought Yesung to a realization. He’s doing this not just because he feels guilty and wants to help the brothers. He’s doing it because he loves Siwon.
“Oh my God.” Yesung hold himself and try to clear his mind. He doesn’t believe himself that he would falling in love to a guy he just met. The worst part of it, the guy he’s falling in love is the guy who hates his whole family and himself to the core. Yesung couldn’t even think any worse situation than this. He’s really in serious problem now. On the other hand, this new feeling for Siwon makes him determined to be accepted by Siwon. At least if Siwon couldn’t love him, he would not hate him. Although the thought of Siwon didn’t love him, make his heart hurt so much.
Keeping aside the negative thought, Yesung encourage himself to win Siwon heart. And with this new determination, Yesung smile a little and will try again to persuade Siwon, force him if necessary, to accept his help and maybe his love. Yesung couldn’t wait for the next morning to come.
TBC
Pairing: Yewon, Brother WonKyu
Rating: PG 13
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: All casts are belong to their self and God
Summary: There is a thin line between hate and love
Length: Chaptered
Siwon and Kyuhyun’s Apartment
Kyuhyun looks at Yesung restlessly from his apartment window. The reason was because since this afternoon, Yesung never leave from his place in front of the apartment building, waiting for Siwon. Kyuhyun had tried to persuade Yesung to wait in their apartment but Yesung reject lightly. He said that he doesn’t want to get Kyuhyun into trouble, if Siwon know he let Yesung stay inside their place. Yesung understand perfectly that Siwon doesn’t like having connection with the Kims and he doesn’t like his brother to make friends or be close with the Kims. So he decides to wait outside. Although it is very cold right now, the thought of the cold weather never occurred to Yesung because he’s more worry of Siwon late night jobs. Like Kyuhyun had told him earlier, Siwon are often come home midnight sometimes before dawn because of his job. And true to his word, until this particular midnight, no sign of Siwon everywhere near the apartment.
Yesung blew out air from his mouth to his hands and rubs himself to keep warm. He already waits seven hours in this place since he got back from school. Because he knows he will be waiting for a long time, he get himself prepare before going to the brothers’ apartment. He ate takes out dinner first and bought lots of coffees to accompany him. He is resolute that today he must talk to Siwon about his offer. And he will try his hardest to make him agree with this offer. He will not leave this premise without Siwon saying yes to it.
Yesung looks around the neighborhood. It’s not shabby or anything but it’s sure famous for dangerous place. He remembers when he watches the news sometime ago, that there are several gangs and thugs laying around in this neighborhood. Although Yesung is a guy, he still couldn’t hide the fear he felt every time a group of people walks in front of him and staring at him. He hopes that Siwon could get here anytime soon. He already feels so tired and sleepy. Not to mention he so scared when a pair of men he saw earlier is back and standing not far from him, checking his out.
The God is still looking after Yesung when a silhouette of a tall guy appears from around the corner. Yesung anticipated that person to be Siwon. He gazes at that person acutely, he forgot about the two men who staring at him and right now walking to Yesung. Yesung feel goose bump when he sense hot breath in his neck and immediately turned around only to find that the men who keep staring at him are already in front of him. One of them is having a beard that looks dreadful and grimy, while the other one has a scar on his right cheek.
“Hey sweetie. What are you doing here this late?” leers the beard guy while trying to touch Yesung’s face but got sway away by Yesung. He looks at the men with fear in his eyes. Yesung walk backward slowly so the two guys won’t be able to touch him.
“Oh don’t be afraid. We’ll not hurt you.” Said the scar guy, whereas succeed in grabbing one of Yesung’s arms. Yesung more scared of these scary men because they smell like alcohol. They must be drunk.
“Please let me go.” implore Yesung. He really scared that these guys will try to do something bad to him. He keeps try to lose his hand from his captor but to no avail. Yesung felt tears are forming in his eyes and that got noticed by the assaulters. Both of them laugh out loud and taking a step closer to Yesung.
“Hey, don’t cry beautiful. We’ll going to have some fun with you. When we’ve done with you, I let you cry all the time you need. Hahaha!!” said the scar guy whilst pulling Yesung to his arm and drag him somewhere.
“No!! Let me go!! I’m not a girl!! I’m a boy!!” shout Yesung scare for his life. He shouts like that because he thought that they are mistaking him from a girl. He screams to them, telling that his not a girl at the same time attempting to free himself from the scar guy hold. But he’s not strong enough and got drag away.
“We know.” murmured the beard guy with a nasty smirk which makes Yesung open his exquisite eyes widespread. He continues to try to free himself but the men are not his match, add up to his weak body that already tired from waiting Siwon too long. Yesung imagine bad thing that could happen to him. The tears are already watered his eyes falls successfully to his cheeks. There’s nothing he could do to fight them. Someone help me! Siwon! Pray Yesung. Then suddenly someone grab Yesung’s shoulder, makes Yesung and the assaulters held up. The men turned their back and look surprised and a little bit terrified when they saw who the one that held them up is.
“Let go.” Say the person with calm but full of intimidation to the two offenders. Siwon’s face looks hard and ready to beat up someone or in this case the two men. Seeing Siwon, they immediately let Yesung go. Both of them raise their hand in front of their chest signaling that they don’t mean any harm to Yesung. But Siwon know otherwise.
“Hei, Siwon! You here, Man. What’s up?!” said both of them one by one, trying to make Siwon least scary than he already is. Siwon only look at them heatedly while approaching Yesung who can’t stop trembling and crying.
“Are you okay?” ask siwon serenely and try to see if Yesung had injury or something. Yesung just nod his head, unable to face Siwon, because he was so embarrassed that he couldn’t defend himself. Siwon not trusting Yesung a bit, unexpectedly grab his waist and clasp him near him, so that Yesung face are in front of Siwon’s neck. Yesung instantly froze and stop crying because this is the close he’s get with Siwon beside this morning incident. Once again, Yesung is blushing so hard that his face is so red like a ripe tomato. Luckily, Siwon didn’t look at him at all. His attention is on the two men in front of them.
“Don’t bother him, you hear me! He’s my boyfriend. Tell that to the rest of you. Now be gone!” after Siwon yell at them, they scramble away, leaving both Siwon and Yesung still in their position.
When the guys couldn’t see anywhere, Siwon drew his hand away from Yesung. For a moment Yesung feel lost when Siwon didn’t close to him. He likes when Siwon embracing him just now. He looks at Siwon and he was astonished when Siwon look at him back. Siwon look like analyzing Yesung from head to toe and out of nowhere, Siwon take off his jacket and put it on Yesung and just walk to his apartment, leaving Yesung stand there alone, staring at the back of Siwon’s body. Yesung try to put right back his thought and when he could comprehend the situation, he ran to catch up to Siwon.
“Siwon-shi!!” call Yesung so Siwon could wait for him. But Siwon ignore him completely and just keep on going to his apartment. Yesung keep running after Siwon who almost made it to his apartement because his log legs, while Yesung has to struggle in catching up with Siwon. When he’s running throughout the ladder, out of the blue he slips. And nest thing he knew he fall down the ladder. Fortunately he still could hold on to the handle bar so he doesn’t roll down until the bottom of the ladder. Unfortunately, Yesung’s hand got a scratch from holding to the handle bar to hard. It was just a slight scratch but nevertheless it makes Yesung’s hand bleed.
“Auch.” He said while holding his own hand that keeps bleeding. Siwon who heard Yesung screaming in pain, twirled his head and found Yesung sit in one of the ladder, clutching his bleeding hand in his other hand like that. Wwithout realizing his own action, Siwon dash over to Yesung side and hold his bleeding hand gently.
“Are you alright?! Oh snap! Your hands bleeding quite severe.” Said Siwon concerned about Yesung wound. He is holding Yesung hand to check any damage possibilities to his hand. Yesung feel blissful when he heard Siwon’s worried tone and action regarding his wellbeing.
“It’s okay Siwon-shi. It’s just a scratch. It will be fine when I lick it.”
“You’re bleeding hard Yesung-shi. You have to go to the hospital. It’s not going to fade away with just a lick.” Stern Siwon. He a little bit annoyed with Yesung ignorant outlook towards his own body. Yesung once again feel embarrassed because he just got scold by Siwon because of what his said. He waggles his head down so Siwon didn’t see his dire face. And then, without warning, Siwon grab Yesung body. He lifts him up with bridal style. Yesung got a shock for the first time since he knows Siwon. If Yesung are in some kind of anime television show, he must drop his jaws to ground and have a mark of sweat on his head.
Yesung couldn’t believe that Siwon who loathe his family to the fact that he would never engage himself with the Kims, is now holding Yesung like a damsel in distress. Siwon is holding Yesung like a princess. Like a dear one. Like a lover. Yesung’s face could not be redder than now. He is so not going to over this. He never thought that Siwon would do this to him. But, Yesung didn’t complain about it, he even circles his unwound hand to Siwon’s neck to make sure he didn’t fall.
Siwon brought Yesung to his apartment. Siwon glance to Yesung and see the red face of Yesung. He smiles a little, showing off once again his dimples. Siwon found Yesung so adorable with red face and fidgety attitude.
“Kyu! Open up! My hands are full right now!” call Siwon when he reached the front door of his apartment. He hears someone approaching the front door and in a matter of second Kyuhyun was already at the door. He stunned himself seeing his brother haul up Yesung in that manner. He was lost for words and just stands there.
“Kyu, could you move aside a little please? I need to go inside.” Ask Siwon interrupted Kyuhyun thought when he sees his little brother just stand there.
“Oh.. What..? Oh..Oh! Yes, Sorry hyung.” Said Kyuhyun, moving aside from the front door to let Siwon and Yesung in. As soon as Siwon enter the apartment, he quicly take Yesung to the living room and put him on the couch. After that, he goes to his room to take the first aid kit and go back to the living room. He sits in front of Yesung with the first aid kit, taking some ointment and bandage. Without saying anything, he tends to Yesung wound tenderly, making Kyuhyun speechless and Yesung blushing. Looks like Yesung need to go the doctor after all of this. His heart has a problem, because his heart is pounding faster and faster each time Siwon gazes at him and showing his concern to Yesung.
Whereas Siwon tend to Yesung, Kyuhyun could only stare at his brother, thinking about something. He never understands how his brother’s head worked. It’s obvious his brother detest the Kims with his whole being, but right now he sees Siwon taking care of someone who is related to his nemesis. Deep down, Kyuhyun feels really glad that his brother showing some emotion beside those hatred, agony, sadness, and the idea that he have to take the entire heavy burden to himself. Kyuhyun have a feeling that Yesung presence near his brother could change him like he was to be, although if Kyuhyun have to admit, he feels a little bit jealous because he isn’t the one who could make his brother like this.
Before the whole situation happen to his family, Siwon is a loving and charming person. He never said anything bad about someone although the said person is badmouthing him or doing bad deed to him. He’s patient and always forgives anyone if they made a mistake. But, dealing with betrayal, adversity and taking the responsibility as the head of family in such young age make Siwon the way he is now. He is cautious, tend to get angry easily (but not with Kyuhyun), and never show positive emotion. Kyuhyun rarely sees his brother smile happily over this few months. Kyuhyun never saw the spark again in his brother eyes. Now, he only sees the dullness and fatigue in Siwon eyes. Looking at Siwon in this particular moment brings Kyuhyun sweet memories that he had with his brother when they still have their whole family.
“Thank you Siwon-shi.” Yesung voice break Kyuhyun’s thought and make him stare at Yesung who smile brightly to Siwon. Siwon only nodding his head and went away bringing the first aid kit back to his room. Yesung once again could only stare at his retreating back, while Kyuhyun take a sit next to Yesung. He pats Yesung shoulder to get his attention.
“Are you alright hyung? What happen? How did your hand became like this?”
“I’m fine Kyu. Just got a little scratch. Don’t worry.”
“Don’t worry? Hyung you just got a bleeding hand and you told me not to worry?! Seriously hyung, what happen? Why are you and Siwon hyung together just now?” asked Kyuhyun impatiently because Yesung seem refusing to explain the detail why he got the injury. Yesung only mess up Kyuhyun hair with his uninjured hand and smile. Not wanting to tell Kyuhyun about the incident that just happen to Yesung. They talked for more or less fifteen minutes when suddenly there is a noise from the kitchen. Kyuhyun walk away from the living room to the kitchen followed by Yesung, checking out for Siwon. And right out in front of the refrigerator, gulping a bottle of mineral water is Siwon, already wearing his gray sleeveless t-shirt and sweat pants. Siwon notice the stare that he got from the two boys and try to ignore it. Kyuhyun feel that his brother is acting like he was before he’s interacting with Yesung.
“Hyung?” try Kyuhyun to make his brother see him. Siwon didn’t disappoint Kyuhyun when he looks up to Kyuhyun, signaling him to continue speaking. Kyuhyun is about to ask about why Yesung and Siwon together just now when Yesung cut him off first.
“Siwon-shi, I’m sorry to bother you this late, but can we talk?” asked Yesung with hesitation show perfectly through his voice. He still worried that Siwon would said harsh thing to him and Yesung couldn’t bear with that. Siwon avert his eyes from Kyuhyun to Yesung with skeptical look on his face. He smile crudely toward Yesung, makes Yesung feel heartrending because Siwon is back to his usual self. He hates Yesung again.
“Talk? What talk? I don’t have anything to discuss especially with one o the Kims.” Siwon said making Yesung sadder because Siwon is definitely won’t have anything to do with him even is just a simple talk. But Yesung keep trying to make Siwon sees that his intention is genuine.
“Please Siwon-shi. It’s only need 10 minutes, ah no, 5 minutes.” Plead Yesung. Nevertheless Siwon is really a stubborn guy. He looks at Yesung closely until his face almost touch Yesung’ face.
“Red my lips Yesung-shi. I DON’T WANT TO.” And after saying that, he walk past Yesung and headed to his room. Siwon thought that Yesung would give up because of his resilient towards all of Yesung attempt to make peace or whatsoever he was going to do next. But Yesung as willful as Siwon, is still trying to make Siwon listen to him.
“Will you just listen?!” yelled Yesung while holding Siwon arms before he could go any further. Siwon guise is not good. He’s annoyed because Yesung so thick headed.
“Fine, humor me.” state Siwon irritated, although in the end he yield to Yesung whim. But still, he is really needs his sleep. He’s so tired these last few days and dealing with Yesung right now is making him so exhausted.
“Okay. Thank you. You know that I need someone to tutor me for my university exam right?!”
“And?”
“And you know that I need your brother for that.” Tattle Yesung because he so nervous that obviously make Siwon angrier.
“Will you just get to conclusion please?! I’m tired and I have to go to sleep now. I have worked tomorrow, not like you.” snarl Siwon impatiently.
“Okay.. okay.. My God.. I just want to say that could you please allowed Kyuhyun to tutor me? And don’t interrupt me.” Yesung said quickly because he sees that Siwon want to disrupt him.
“I know about the Kim and the Choi ordeal lately and I know you despise us so much. I know what my uncle did to you was horrible and I also disagree with that, but my family isn’t all like that.” Said Yesung, letting Siwon’s arms go and carry on with what he’s going to say. He needs Siwon to trust him, at least tolerable with him to be close to Kyuhyun and eventually close to Siwon.
“My appa for example, is really wanted to help you guys, especially Kyuhyun. The offer is sincerely just to help you and not to mock you or suppressed you. Please Siwon-shi, just believe in us this time.” Siwon scoffed hearing Yesung talk like that to him. He gaze Yesung fierily.
“I will not trust the Kims again. I will not trust anyone beside Kyuhyun.” Siwon made his stance firmly. Yesung stare at him with sadness because Siwon won’t ever consider trusting anyone except his own family. Siwon really close his heart.
“Please Siwon-shi. I know it’s hard but...” tried Yesung once again but unfortunately, luck was not his forte because the next thing he knows, Siwon is screaming at him.
“Stop it! Just stop it!” yelled Siwon to cut off Yesung’s argumentation.
“Don’t you dare talk about hard with me! You have no idea what we’ve going through because of your uncle. You’ve no idea at all. So just stay out of it!!”
“I just want to help you. Is it wrong?”
“With all due respect, which honestly I don’t have, I don’t need your help Yesung-shi and neither is your father help. I can take care of myself and Kyuhyun better than anyone.” state Siwon with sarcasm in his tone. Yesung couldn’t say anything. He keeps silent because he’s so upset and sad at the same time with Siwon perseverance toward this matter.
Siwon glance at Yesung and found his face full of dejection and a little bit angry. Siwon feel a tug in his heart seeing Yesung like that but he chooses to disregard it and continue walking to his room. Kyuhyun who just stand there witnessing Siwon and Yesung argue about the offer, start speaking before his brother enters his room. Although he never got far because Siwon also cut him off.
“Hyung.. I think we should..”
“Don’t Kyu!”
“But Hyung, They can hel..!”
“Kyuhyun!!” that stop Kyuhyun from continuing his talking. He stares at Siwon with disbelief and fear in his eyes. Siwon never yell at him like that before.
“Just.. Just go to bed please. You have school tomorrow.” Said Siwon softly this time. He feels a little bit guilty when he saw Kyuhyun standing frozen and look scared at him. Kyuhyun break off from his shock and could only nod. He pulls Yesung hand and directs him to his room. But before that he asks permission from Siwon first if Yesung could stay over for the night.
“Hyung, it’s late. Could Yesung hyung stay here for the night? He could stay at my room.” asked Kyuhyun. Siwon just sighed and nodding his head and enter his room quietly. With that, Kyuhyun turned his head to face Yesung who still keeps silent.
“Hyung.” Call Kyuhyun tried to wake up Yesung from his daze. Yesung turned his face toward Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun feels terrible because Yesung wretchedness right now was cause by his brother. He pats his shoulder and led him to enter his own room.
“You can share the bed with me hyung, but if you uncomfortable, you could used the bed by yourself.”
“And you? Where do you sleep?”
“The couch or the floor here.” Said Kyuhyun, pointing the floor beside his bed.
“Oh no Kyu. I’ll use the couch. You used the bed. I’m the one imposing here.”
“Don’t worry hyung. Just use the bed. You’re the guest.”
“No. It’s better if we share the bed.”
“It will be cramped hyung.”
“Doesn’t matter. It’ll be warmer right.” Tease Yesung tried to loosen up the tension. Kyuhyun and Yesung look at each other and chuckled together. They can’t laugh out loud because Siwon will get angry of their disturbance.
“Let go to sleep hyung. But before that, I think I should get an extra blanket, pillow, and maybe some night wear for you.” Kyuhyun said while getting the thing Yesung need for this sleepover. Whereas Kyuhyun taking those things, Yesung sit on Kyuhyun’s bed and start thinking about what happen this day.
He’s think about Siwon’s protective attitude while he’s saving him. He feels so secure and saves in Siwon’s arms. The way he chase out those ugly person. He even calls Yesung his boyfriend to make them never bother him again. That one surely won’t be forgotten by Yesung. Then, when Siwon is gently taking care of Yesung wound. He looks really concern about it.
But in a minute, his attitude change. He became the stubborn angry man. The man who doesn’t trust anyone. Yesung feel drained out all of a sudden. He really don’t know how to make Siwon realize that he really want to help him. That he really want Siwon to acknowledge him. That he really want Siwon to trust him because he want to be his friend. Yesung really want that because he really like Siwon. That he really love Siwon. The last though brought Yesung to a realization. He’s doing this not just because he feels guilty and wants to help the brothers. He’s doing it because he loves Siwon.
“Oh my God.” Yesung hold himself and try to clear his mind. He doesn’t believe himself that he would falling in love to a guy he just met. The worst part of it, the guy he’s falling in love is the guy who hates his whole family and himself to the core. Yesung couldn’t even think any worse situation than this. He’s really in serious problem now. On the other hand, this new feeling for Siwon makes him determined to be accepted by Siwon. At least if Siwon couldn’t love him, he would not hate him. Although the thought of Siwon didn’t love him, make his heart hurt so much.
Keeping aside the negative thought, Yesung encourage himself to win Siwon heart. And with this new determination, Yesung smile a little and will try again to persuade Siwon, force him if necessary, to accept his help and maybe his love. Yesung couldn’t wait for the next morning to come.
TBC