deathly tired
I am so tired that I am pretty much the living dead.
I don't mean as in I haven't had any sleep because I have had plenty...my soul is tired...
I really want to world to end..not because it is bad or anything but because...I am tired!
gosh can't I ever get a break...............I realize why I refuse to talk to people from home because they make me feel so old.
I spoke to my gram, my gramp, pop, amd quameh this weekend and I aged about a million years...
why can't people just......argh!
I just feel too tired and old to even complain anymore
and...fyi I am not any emotion about this all because it just is ......and I accept my reality....as it is not good.... not bad... just is and there is not much to do
I'm so very tired!!!!
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“I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.”
-----Elizabeth Wurtzel
I don't mean as in I haven't had any sleep because I have had plenty...my soul is tired...
I really want to world to end..not because it is bad or anything but because...I am tired!
gosh can't I ever get a break...............I realize why I refuse to talk to people from home because they make me feel so old.
I spoke to my gram, my gramp, pop, amd quameh this weekend and I aged about a million years...
why can't people just......argh!
I just feel too tired and old to even complain anymore
and...fyi I am not any emotion about this all because it just is ......and I accept my reality....as it is not good.... not bad... just is and there is not much to do
I'm so very tired!!!!
so
very
t
i
r
e
d
“I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.”
-----Elizabeth Wurtzel