OH.
*Erg*
I think I might lie down on the stairs tonight and sleep that way. Stretched out, facing downward with my body all enlongated over the ridges. That actually sounds mildly pleasing - I could watch the sky out of the high high windows in the entryway. *Tremble*
On second thought, how about not...I don't want my mother, still in recovery, to trip over my body and break my neck.
..or do I?
Meh. I don't really know. Everything right now is so...I don't know how to talk about it. One minute I'm restless and can't stop the foot tapping and pen drumming and the next minute I want to fall into bed and tumble down into a gorgeous slumber full of rushing visions and...all that.
It's just frustrating, that's all. And...face to face is so much better. Parce que je veux tu HERE. Maitenent. And hurry, because it's getting more difficult to fill the "you" void with petty livejournal entries.
I think I might lie down on the stairs tonight and sleep that way. Stretched out, facing downward with my body all enlongated over the ridges. That actually sounds mildly pleasing - I could watch the sky out of the high high windows in the entryway. *Tremble*
On second thought, how about not...I don't want my mother, still in recovery, to trip over my body and break my neck.
..or do I?
Meh. I don't really know. Everything right now is so...I don't know how to talk about it. One minute I'm restless and can't stop the foot tapping and pen drumming and the next minute I want to fall into bed and tumble down into a gorgeous slumber full of rushing visions and...all that.
It's just frustrating, that's all. And...face to face is so much better. Parce que je veux tu HERE. Maitenent. And hurry, because it's getting more difficult to fill the "you" void with petty livejournal entries.