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well, here i am again because something else in my life is wrong and i need to vent.
but first, the bright side:
my new car is pretty awesome. i have to say that i definitely like it more than i thought i would. we did find a few problems and it is kinda gross because the person did not clean it, but after the beginning of this week, we should have it all taken care of. it drive really really nicely and runs really smoothly. it's very nice.
on the other hand, joey's family vacation to canada is back on. i guess his grandma offered to pay for our cottage. i cannot say i am excited about it and there are various reasons as to why. first of all, it's boring there. last year was boring. we did nothing for an entire week. there are three girls close to our age (but they're actually 15) and two of them are not coming this year. there is one boy our age and i hate him. i feel like i need to take up a hobby like knitting, so i can at least feel like i accomplished something while being there. AND we have to drive to his house the day before to help his parents pack and then drive back to his house the day after to help them unpack, which makes the vacation ever loooonnnger. i am not going to be happy about doing that, especially driving back afterwards. i'm just gonna want to go home finally.
also, his mom has decided that i am her new best friend or psychologist and that she can tell me about all of her problems. for example, last time i saw her for 5 minutes she told me about how she thought she was becoming an alcoholic and needed to go to rehab and that if she didn't find a job soon she was thinking of killing herself. seriously? what the fuck?! how am i supposed to react to that? she should not be saying that shit to me. no fucking way. and if i get left alone with her in canada, which i often do, and she starts saying this shit again, i am going to freak out. i don't even know what to say to her.
another thing is that if i go, shanelle leaves for school like 2 days after we get back. and megan goes on her family vacation the week after us and then goes straight back to school, basically. that means i have 3 weeks left of summer, pretty much. nothing fun has even happened yet. what the fuck happened to this summer? i couldn't wait for summer to come because i had no friends at school and i had so much fun last summer, but now that it's supposedly here, it hasn't been that great. what the fuck?
i feel like the only thing i have going for me is joey. thank buddha we have each other. i don't know what i would do without him because without him, i wouldn't have very much. it's like, when everything else is going wrong (which it seems to often), at least i know i can count on us because we couldn't be more right.
but first, the bright side:
my new car is pretty awesome. i have to say that i definitely like it more than i thought i would. we did find a few problems and it is kinda gross because the person did not clean it, but after the beginning of this week, we should have it all taken care of. it drive really really nicely and runs really smoothly. it's very nice.
on the other hand, joey's family vacation to canada is back on. i guess his grandma offered to pay for our cottage. i cannot say i am excited about it and there are various reasons as to why. first of all, it's boring there. last year was boring. we did nothing for an entire week. there are three girls close to our age (but they're actually 15) and two of them are not coming this year. there is one boy our age and i hate him. i feel like i need to take up a hobby like knitting, so i can at least feel like i accomplished something while being there. AND we have to drive to his house the day before to help his parents pack and then drive back to his house the day after to help them unpack, which makes the vacation ever loooonnnger. i am not going to be happy about doing that, especially driving back afterwards. i'm just gonna want to go home finally.
also, his mom has decided that i am her new best friend or psychologist and that she can tell me about all of her problems. for example, last time i saw her for 5 minutes she told me about how she thought she was becoming an alcoholic and needed to go to rehab and that if she didn't find a job soon she was thinking of killing herself. seriously? what the fuck?! how am i supposed to react to that? she should not be saying that shit to me. no fucking way. and if i get left alone with her in canada, which i often do, and she starts saying this shit again, i am going to freak out. i don't even know what to say to her.
another thing is that if i go, shanelle leaves for school like 2 days after we get back. and megan goes on her family vacation the week after us and then goes straight back to school, basically. that means i have 3 weeks left of summer, pretty much. nothing fun has even happened yet. what the fuck happened to this summer? i couldn't wait for summer to come because i had no friends at school and i had so much fun last summer, but now that it's supposedly here, it hasn't been that great. what the fuck?
i feel like the only thing i have going for me is joey. thank buddha we have each other. i don't know what i would do without him because without him, i wouldn't have very much. it's like, when everything else is going wrong (which it seems to often), at least i know i can count on us because we couldn't be more right.