Jul 14, 2009 10:14
so joey and i went to look at a car yesterday and we decided to get it. it's a 2000 pontiac grand prix and is in very good condition. all the other cars we've looked at have been falling apart or need significant work done, so this is a pretty good deal.
the only thing i don't like about is it's size. it's quite large compared to what i really wanted. i'm not a big person and driving a bigger car feels weird. i feel like i can't see anything. and the brake peddle seems kind of high up, where i can't rest my food on the ground while break because my feet are too small. i don't know. i felt kinda weird driving it, but it's so nice that it was a really hard decision. and joey wanted me to decide within a few hours, so i just said yes. he thinks its a really good deal and it's a safe bet.
i just really don't know. i'm freaking out about it. i am so scared to buy another car that is going to just fall apart on me. especially considering it's another pontiac. i'm also worried that i will end up hating how it drives and how big it is. i just wanted a little car so badly, but we didn't see anything else that compared to this in the slightest in term of being in working order. i'm pretty much freaking the fuck out and i don't know what to do about it.
i know people are gonna say that if i'm doubting it at all, i shouldn't do it. but i don't want to keep looking and realize we won't find anything this good and that we should have just gotten it while we could. this is one of the hardest decisions i've had to make in my entire life. i just don't know what to do in the slightest.
GUUUH. KIIIIILL MEEEEE.