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i don't really have anything specific to say, but i can't sleep. my throat is super itchy and i can't stop coughing. urggh. if it's not one thing, it's another. seriously.
i need it to be summer. i'm stuck in this awful cycle. i get kinda stressed about school which makes me stomach aches worse and then i stress out about my stomach aches, which makes them even worse. i need school to be over so i can just relax. i don't know if i'm going to last a whole month still.
i was thinking about what megan said in her entry about donating to a charity every month and i think it's a good idea. i would like to research some different ones and put a bunch of names in a bowl and pull one out every month. i don't want to donate a lot of money, probably not more than $10. but i want to think of an amount that means something, but i don't go to a lot of movies and i don't really have any bad habits. i really only ever spend money on school supplies and food. so i guess i need to think about it more.
i was also thinking about what jensen said in her journal about wanting time to herself and time to spend with her friends without her boyfriend. and i'm going to admit that when i first read it, i thought she was crazy and i didn't understand why she couldn't just take him with her to hang out with her friends. but then i read all the comments she got and everyone agreed with her and said they had had similar situations with their boyfriends. still thinking they were all crazy, i mentioned it to joey and he said that sometimes he likes going out on mondays or wednesdays with his friends and getting time to himself. wow. i felt like an idiot. i don't think i've ever had that feeling. everytime i hang out with my friends, joey is invited and he always goes, unless he is working. and that's the way i like it. i've never felt like i needed time to spend with other people away from him.
i guess i don't have any way to really elaborate on that, but i know i didn't like it.
i need it to be summer. i'm stuck in this awful cycle. i get kinda stressed about school which makes me stomach aches worse and then i stress out about my stomach aches, which makes them even worse. i need school to be over so i can just relax. i don't know if i'm going to last a whole month still.
i was thinking about what megan said in her entry about donating to a charity every month and i think it's a good idea. i would like to research some different ones and put a bunch of names in a bowl and pull one out every month. i don't want to donate a lot of money, probably not more than $10. but i want to think of an amount that means something, but i don't go to a lot of movies and i don't really have any bad habits. i really only ever spend money on school supplies and food. so i guess i need to think about it more.
i was also thinking about what jensen said in her journal about wanting time to herself and time to spend with her friends without her boyfriend. and i'm going to admit that when i first read it, i thought she was crazy and i didn't understand why she couldn't just take him with her to hang out with her friends. but then i read all the comments she got and everyone agreed with her and said they had had similar situations with their boyfriends. still thinking they were all crazy, i mentioned it to joey and he said that sometimes he likes going out on mondays or wednesdays with his friends and getting time to himself. wow. i felt like an idiot. i don't think i've ever had that feeling. everytime i hang out with my friends, joey is invited and he always goes, unless he is working. and that's the way i like it. i've never felt like i needed time to spend with other people away from him.
i guess i don't have any way to really elaborate on that, but i know i didn't like it.