What now ?
What now? - thats what im asking myself...
it felt good to get alot of things off my chest now, i feel at rest with myself, nothing learkin in the back of my head, now thoughts unsaid, feelings hiding deep within. It's weird to know we're just good friends, i dont know how im going to go about with that, i'll give it a spin, just as long as it doesnt rebound just to hit even harder i lost the most perfect thing i ever had in my life. But he's trying to move on so i guess you can say i have no choice. I guess im just waking up from a nitemare.. yeah i'l have a fake smile on for a lil while, and yeah it'l still hurt, but thats natural, right ? Werid thing is, he feels its over, but why do i still have that hope ? I know its just gunna be a big let down, oh well.. Good friends...its gunna take some gettin used to...But i do feel stronger from this whole trip...
SaR -xx