I feel like a stalker

Jun 12, 2004 17:12

Ok, now let me explain. I do feel like a stalker, but, no, wait, i am a stalker. Now let me explain, When people block me, or really anything, and i feel like i havent done anything rong, i guess i lose it, and i try and find out why, or after a certain point, dont even care why anymore, I just want to talk. I know that i get annoying sometimes, i just wish i had people who were decent enough to tell me, instead of telling their friends to watch out, because, i dont try and become a stalker, its just part of my personality, a very deep part, that shows itself. Then after i figure out that there is a reason why, you cut me off, even because you need some "you time," or you think i am a perv, or worse yet, you think i annoy the shit out of you i try to respect that. I guess the part that gets me is that i know that people block me,, I mean if you are going to block me, tell me. Like Evan, he told me he was going to block my ass, and did about a month ago. I respect him for doing that, maybe people dont tell me these things because they think i am a cry baby, or cant handle these things like everybody else. I feel like I have three friends that sugar coat anything,. and will tell me what is going on. Oh and one more thing, if you block me, dont feel like i wont find out about it, I have four, yes countem four screennames, if you block me, I will find out about it, and noone, and i repeat no one knows all four, sure you may no two or three out of the four, but no one knows all four, so yes i am a stalker, but i feel like if i dont stalk people, i might never know what is going on.
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