if only
today was a crazy day.
i have come to a conclusion that i pretty much hate the human race.
..
i guess i can't hate them. that's dumb. but ... i did learn that there is no getting through to a majority of people. some people are so stubborn and no matter what i do or say they will always be that way..and on top of that if i voice my opinion they judge me harshly.
now i don't agree with a lot of people, but i let them think what they want. When people ask me things about religion i can't say someone is right or wrong or one religion is better than another. Who am i to say something like that. I do have my opinions of course, but when it comes to things such as religion i can't really say what's best. Some people are so stubborn..
i was at this Art class thing today. We were all having tea and everyone asked me what religion i am. I smiled and didn't say anything. I just shrugged. They went on and on for an hour about how muslims rock, how they are right about everything. I said "i know a lot of athiests who are amazing people, if in the end when they die i think they'll still go to heaven" and this dumb bitch said "NO! if you don't beleive in god you are going directly to hell" ...
wtf
what a dumb cunt
you can't decide if someone goes directly to hell or not.
saying things like that only makes you a very closed minded person and it also hurts peoples feelings.
what a dumb bitch.
i wanted to punch her in the ovaries. ... but i didn't.
anyways.
i'm sick of this place.
i don't really like the people.
i feel uncomfortable a lot.
not to mention i got really sick and puked a couple days ago.
not that that has much to do with anything.
just thought i'd bring it up.
also my grandma and mom don't seem to like anything i wear. they always say i don't look nice enough.
i'm beginning to feel ugly or something.
i don't know.
i'm pretty down.
i miss dan. <3 i hope he is okay. we havn't really talked at all .. he's never online. he doesn't even really message me. i am getting paranoid. maybe we are becoming distant from one another. All i can do is wait and see what happens.
i have come to a conclusion that i pretty much hate the human race.
..
i guess i can't hate them. that's dumb. but ... i did learn that there is no getting through to a majority of people. some people are so stubborn and no matter what i do or say they will always be that way..and on top of that if i voice my opinion they judge me harshly.
now i don't agree with a lot of people, but i let them think what they want. When people ask me things about religion i can't say someone is right or wrong or one religion is better than another. Who am i to say something like that. I do have my opinions of course, but when it comes to things such as religion i can't really say what's best. Some people are so stubborn..
i was at this Art class thing today. We were all having tea and everyone asked me what religion i am. I smiled and didn't say anything. I just shrugged. They went on and on for an hour about how muslims rock, how they are right about everything. I said "i know a lot of athiests who are amazing people, if in the end when they die i think they'll still go to heaven" and this dumb bitch said "NO! if you don't beleive in god you are going directly to hell" ...
wtf
what a dumb cunt
you can't decide if someone goes directly to hell or not.
saying things like that only makes you a very closed minded person and it also hurts peoples feelings.
what a dumb bitch.
i wanted to punch her in the ovaries. ... but i didn't.
anyways.
i'm sick of this place.
i don't really like the people.
i feel uncomfortable a lot.
not to mention i got really sick and puked a couple days ago.
not that that has much to do with anything.
just thought i'd bring it up.
also my grandma and mom don't seem to like anything i wear. they always say i don't look nice enough.
i'm beginning to feel ugly or something.
i don't know.
i'm pretty down.
i miss dan. <3 i hope he is okay. we havn't really talked at all .. he's never online. he doesn't even really message me. i am getting paranoid. maybe we are becoming distant from one another. All i can do is wait and see what happens.