what happened to the good feelings?

[yardstickninja]

and then i remembered that the good feelings are just what distracts me from the black ones until they get too big to ignore. i have a storm front moving in behind my chest. there's nothing to hurt, but it hurts anyway. it feels like i imagine an amputee would ache.

it's pathetic, but at least its honest.

i don't have english homework tonight, for the first time...ever.