Entry 003
.................FREAKING HYPOCRITE.
I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE THAT I'M EVEN LOOKING FORWARD ON TELLING HIM STUFF.
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M FRIGGIN' GONNA LET MY NEW FRIENDS READ THIS.
NO NOT REALLY. I'M NOT THAT OF AN ASS. THOUGH I CAN BE.
THIS IS JUST TO SHOW THEM MORE OF ME. HOW I CAN BE.
YOU ARE SCARINGLY OPEN. SCARY. DUN DUN DUN.
HURR.
UGH, MY HEAD IS HURTING.
I HAVE AN EFFING COLD. AND ALL THIS EMO CRAP IS MAKING IT WORSE.
AND I'LL BE LIKE EMBARRASSED TOMORROW.
YAY. I KNOW MYSELF BETTER NOW.
I WANT EXCITEMENT. CAN I BITCH OFF SOME BITCHES?
I WANT TO TEST MYSELF OUT.
AND BE A BITCH, YEA.
HURR.
I...AM DISTRACTING MYSELF FROM STUFF I WANT TO THINK ABOUT.
SO MANY THINGS I PUT IN MY LIFE, YES?
LIKE SCHOOL AND OTHER RESPONSIBILITIES.
WHY CAN'T I JUST GO LOOK FOR SOME JOB AND SELL ERO DOUJINS?
OH.
RIGHT.
BECAUSE I'M AMBITIOUS.
I WANT TO DO SO MUCH BUT......................
I HAVE NO MONEY AND SUPPORT.
WAO.
AND I SAID I'M INDEPENDENT.
TSSS...
08/10/2009