Entry 001
USOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...............
ME??
MORE NOTICABLE THAN MY SISTER???
HUZAKENNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.............
IF. IF. I FIX MYSELF. TSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
OKAY. SHALL SWALLOW THE DAMN FACT. TSS. BLEAH.
THAT'S SHIT.
CONSIDERING I'VE JUST BEEN RANTING ABOUT HOW BUTT UGLY I AM. PFFT.
ME. PRETTY.
HOW LOL.
NYWAY~ THEY SAID WHEN I FIX MYSELF, I LOOK PRETTIER THAN HER.
BUT. COME. ON.
WHY THE HELL SHOULD I FIX MYSELF TO GET GUYS ATTENTION WHEN I DON'T NEED ANY GUY?
SERIOUSLY.
YEAH, IT'S LONELY, FINE, I'M EMO BUT DUDE. SERIOUSLY.
IF I NEED A GUY, IT'D BE JUST TO FUCK. NO, SERIOUSLY.
BECAUSE, REALLY, YOU CAN'T EXPECT ME TO GO CRAZY OVER HIM LIKE I DO OVER MY FANDOMS.
HE CAN'T DRAW WHAT I HAVE IN MIND TO SAY HE'S MY SOULMATE AND WE'LL LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER TOGETHER PRINTING OUT MY LIFE DREAM OF A MANGA.
YES, I'M IRRESIPONSIBLE, BUT I'M INDEPENDENT WHEN IT COMES TO GUYS. NO, REALLY.
I AM. YES, IT'S FUN TO HAVE SOME OBJECT OF AFFECTION TO SWOON OVER BUT I DON'T SEE THE POINT OF HAVING TO GO ON A RELATIONSHIP TO EXPIRIENCE IT.
I DON'T WANNA BE VAIN. THAT'S WHY I DON'T DO GIRLY STUFF.
HELLO~~ GOT 0% IN A HOW GIRLY ARE YOU QUIZ~
I'D RATHER A GUY LIKE ME BECAUSE I ACT ME EVEN IF I LOOK TRASH.
THAT AND I COULD CARE LESS OF WHAT OTHERS THINK OF ME.
-sadly.i had to edit this part. had to keep some names to myself. i'm gonna use some random pronouns now.-
SHE'S NOW AN EXAMPLE. YE. I CAN BE CRUEL THAT WAY.
ANYWAY.
HE DOESN'T LIKE SEX STUFF YET. YET 'CAUSE IT SEEMS SHE'S STILL YOUNG IN THE HEAD.
THEY DON'T EVEN LIKE MIDORI DAYS BECAUSE IT SHOWS OFF BOOBS AND ECHI. SIMPLE-MINDED. HM.
I DON'T THINK SHE EVEN UNDERSTOOD THE STORY'S PLOT OF FLUFF AND DRAMA BECAUSE HE'S TOO IRKED BY THE BOOBS.
HUH.
I DOUBT THEY'LL BE A GOOD EXAMPLE OF OTAKU.
BUT IT'S STILL EARLY TO JUDGE.
ANYWAY~
THE POINT HERE IS THAT, AS LAME IT IS IN THIS ERA, LOL, I STILL THINK THAT BEING OPEN-MINDED IS THE ONLY WAY TO GET ME. THAT AND BE NICE. ACCEPT ME FOR MY NON-GIRLY WAYS, FAN GIRL TENDENCIES, AND THE FACT THAT MOST OF THE TIME, YOU WOULDN'T GET WHAT I AM SAYING AND I'M WEIRD. THERE.
06/21/2009