Fic: I Still Need You
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Characters: ZE:A (SiKwang, Kwanghee/Everyone, Slight!KevHun and other side pairings)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: General
Warning: Unbetaed, OOC ALERT!!
Summary: Siwan got annoyed at Kwanghee for being so irritating. He finally snapped and told Kwanghee that he didn't want to see Kwanghee anymore. However, when Kwanghee was close to other members, Siwan felt something hurt inside his heart. How denial could he be?
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Siwan groaned in irritated. He was annoyed; annoyed with the constant bugging from his so called best friend.
Couldn’t he leave me alone? Must he always clinging to me and be so annoying? Should he be there whenever I’m there?
That was what Siwan was always thinking in his mind, but he was never said it out loud. He managed to stay calm and tolerate with his loud best friend.
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“Siwan-ah!!” Kwanghee squealed as he tackled the younger boy.
Siwan who was absolutely tired at that time just shrugged his shoulder, trying to shove the Diva off him.
“I’m tired, Kwanghee. Gerrof” Siwan sighed.
However, being Kwanghee, he didn’t even be bothered as he kept shaking Siwan’s shoulder, whining something to the younger boy.
That’s it!
Siwan shoved Kwanghee off him rather harshly. Kwanghee was quite surprised with the sudden action as he stared at the younger boy questioningly.
“What’s wrong, Siwan-ah?” Kwanghee asked.
“What’s wrong? I’ll tell what’s wrong! Why in the hell you’re always disturbing me and being so annoying although I already told you I don’t like it? Can’t you understand? Should I spell the word one by one to you? I. Don’t. Like. It! From now on, I don’t want you to come near me. Heck, I don’t even want to see you!”
Siwan spat angrily before he stormed off from the scene, leaving Kwanghee looking so shock there.
Taehun who was pampering those three maknaes with foods just stopped his activity as he was so shocked with the sudden outburst from the ever-so-calm Siwan. Hyungshik even stopped eating while Dongjun and Minwoo immediately became silent from their arguing over the foods.
Junyoung and Kevin were bewildered while Heechul was dumfounded with what they had witnessed.
“K-Kwanghee-hyung?” Taehun said softly.
Kwanghee blinked his eyes rapidly before he turned to look at the cute rapper.
“Yes?” Kwanghee smiled in a full grin.
“Uh- Nothing” Taehun blinked his eyes in surprised.
Kwanghee then jumped from his seat and skipped to go the rapper.
“What did you cook?” Kwanghee slung his arm around Taehun’s neck and swiftly stole a bite of the chicken at Hyungshik’s hand.
“Yah! Hyung!!” Hyungshik whined.
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“Kids! Come here!” Their manager, Yonggil called out.
All of them quickly assembled at their living room. Siwan was sitting at the end of the couch as Taehun sat next to him and Kevin sat beside the rapper.
Siwan then noticed Kwanghee was just coming to the living room, looking like he was searching for someone. Siwan rolled his eyes as he saw Kwanghee was heading towards where he was.
“Hello my cute dongsaeng!”
Kwanghee greeted Taehun as he ruffled the younger boy’s hair affectionately. Taehun blushed slightly before he mumbled back a greeting to the older boy. Kwanghee smiled before he plopped down in between Taehun and Kevin which making Kevin cried in protest.
Kwanghee purposely leaned over Taehun, somehow so he was hidden from Siwan’s view. Kevin wonderfully smacked the Diva’s head as the latter was snuggling way to close to his Taehun.
Junyoung shoot a warning glance at those two older guys before he turned to face their manager.
“What’s wrong, hyung?” Junyoung asked.
“Just want to tell you there’s a sudden change of your schedules. You have to go to Malaysia to make a performance th-”
“Malaysia?” Minwoo batted his eyelashes cutely.
“Huh?” Hyungshik stopped munching his snacks.
“Malaysia!” Dongjun cheered.
“Malaysia” Heechul raised his eyebrow.
Junyoung glared at them as they interrupted what their manager was saying.
“Anyway” Yonggil rolled his eyes. “You’ll have free day today as you have to be prepared to go to Malaysia next morning. Make sure you’re already up in 7 tomorrow, clear?”
“Clear” Junyoung said on their behalf.
“Good. Now, prepare your things have and a rest” Yonggil said before he walked out from the dorm.
Dongjun and Minwoo were so excited that they quickly ran to their room to pack their own things. Heechul grinned as he dragged the still-eating boy to prepare for tomorrow.
“I’m taking Taehunnie!!” Kwanghee declared as he quickly grabbed the younger boy’s hand and ran to his room.
“Yah!!” Kevin shouted in annoyed and hurriedly ran after them.
Siwan was left there, looking quite confused. Junyoung who noticed that just shook his head.
“Hyung, let’s packing our things” Junyoung patted the older boy’s shoulder before he stood up and went to his room.
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“Quick, quick! Get into the bus!”
Yonggil ushered all of them. One by one got into the bus. Dongjun was practically skipping on his way with Junyoung reminded him to stop skipping or he would hurt himself, though the maknae bluntly ignored the leader.
Everyone was already in the bus, except Kwanghee. He was still busy checking himself and his beg if he had forgotten something.
“Kwanghee-hyung! Quick!!” Heechul shouted from the bus.
Kwanghee hurriedly went inside the bus. As soon as he was in there, he glanced over his members who already had their seat.
Siwan was seating in the front, two seats behind the driver as Dongjun was seating at the other side of his seat.
Hyungshik and Minwoo sat next to each other behind Dongjun with Junyoung sat near them, as he wanted to keep his eyes on those maknaes.
Kevin and Taehun decided to sit at the end of the bus with Heechul with them.
“Hiyarghh!”
Kwanghee ran past Siwan and jumped on Heechul. Heechul squealed before he broke into a fit of giggles when Kwanghee decided to tickle him mercilessly.
“S- Stop!” Heechul squeaked as he kept laughing.
“Tell me you love me!” Kwanghee smirked while his fingers attacked the poor soul beneath him.
“I- I love you!”
“Good” Kwanghee said as he finally stopped.
Heechul took a deep breath as he struggled to catch his breath. Kwanghee plopped down on the seat behind Heechul. He glanced at Taehun who was reading a book innocently. He broke into a mischievous grin.
“Do it and I’ll slay you” Kevin threatened the Diva as he knew what Kwanghee wanted to do his rapper.
“No fun!” Kwanghee pouted.
“Sod off” Kevin glared.
Kwanghee stuck his tongue out before he decided to just sit silently while listening to his Ipod. Siwan who was only watching the scene felt really mad, though he didn’t know why he felt that. His heart felt twinge of pain when he saw Kwanghee was joking around with Heechul, not him.
“Aishh!” Siwan shook his head.
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Junyoung only watched those famous SiKwang before he shook his head, mumbling ‘idiot hyung’ under his breath. He looked over his shoulder and noticed Kwanghee was already asleep.
Junyoung glanced at his watch.
“7.30 and he fell asleep? He didn’t have enough sleep last night?”
Junyoung then turned to rummage his beg and pulled out a small blanket. He stood up steadily and made a way to the end of the bus, going to Kwanghee.
Siwan who was playing games on his phone noticed it and he glanced secretly at the leader. He narrowed his eyes when he noticed the leader was going to the Diva.
Junyoung gently put the blanket on the older boy’s body, keeping the latter warm from the chill air. Kwanghee shifted slightly when he felt someone was covering him with something.
“Junyoung?” He asked sleepily.
“Just sleep, hyung. I’ll wake you up when we reach the airport” Junyoung said softly.
“Thanks”
Kwanghee leaned forward to place a kiss on Junyoung’s cheek before he continued to sleep. Junyoung blinked in surprise with the sudden action. Slowly, his face graced a small smile before he brushed away some hairs that fell covering the older boy’s face.
Suddenly, Junyoung felt someone was glaring at him. He stiffened slightly as he slowly turned to look at who is it.
He managed to catch a glimpse of the fashionista in their group looked at their direction before the latter turned back, continued playing with his games.
“Aish” Junyoung grumbled under his breath. “Denial”
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As soon as they reached the airport, Junyoung kept his promise by waking the Diva up. Kwanghee rubbed his eyes sleepily before he muttered thanks to the young leader.
Now, all of them were gathering as their manager went to settle their tickets.
Kwanghee was joining Dongjun and Minwoo being hyperactive which made Junyoung’s headache became worst. Kevin whacked the Diva’s head every second the latter decided to make those maknaes being all hyped.
“Kevin!” Kwanghee whined while rubbing his ache head.
“What? Want to whine to your beloved?” Kevin rolled his eyes.
Siwan who was standing next to Hyungshik raised his eyebrow when he heard the oldest boy’s sentence.
“Oh, now you said it” Kwanghee grinned.
He then skipped towards Siwan’s direction. Siwan felt some tingling in his heart, which died tragically when Kwanghee skipped past him and tackled the tall maknae.
“Shikkie! Defend me from that old man!” Kwanghee dragged Hyungsik away.
“Yah! You really love to make me pissed off, aren’t you!?” Kevin bellowed with Taehun trying to calm the oldest boy down.
“Merong~” Kwanghee stuck his tongue out playfully.
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Soon when they reached Malaysia, they went straight away to the hotel.
“Wow, a lot of fans” Heechul said.
“Oh, look! There are my fans!” Kwanghee squealed as Heechul just rolled his eyes.
“Kids, quick!” Yonggil called out for them to quickly go inside the hotel.
They quickly went out from the bus and hurriedly went to the hotel’s lobby. Kwanghee was dragging Heechul with Siwan just behind them. All the fans were screaming madly and some of them were shouting some of the couple’s names.
“Eh? No SiKwang?” One of the fans pondered confusedly.
“Aren’t they are supposed like- always together?”
“Hey, don’t you guys feel KwangChul is cute?”
With that, they were screaming ‘KwangChul’ enthusiastically which surely attracted the Diva’s attention.
Kwanghee stopped in front of the screaming fans with his arm still encircled at the arrogant rapper’s waist. Heechul squeaked cutely as the older boy nuzzled his nose at his cheek which surely made the fans screamed louder and the cameras flashed everywhere.
Siwan was so stunned to see the scene right before his eyes that he stopped walking. Taehun who was walking behind the fashionista accidentally collided with the older boy.
“Ack-” Taehun yelped adorably when his nose smacked at Siwan’s back.
“Are you alright?” Kevin and Junyoung asked worriedly.
“I’m fine” Taehun mumbled while rubbed his nose cutely.
“Aish, this stupid hyung”
Junyoung muttered under his breath as he rolled his eyes at Siwan. He then grabbed Taehun’s hand to walk ahead after the-still-shock boy with Kevin quickly followed them.
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Since then, Siwan was trying to get a hold of his best friend, which was futile as Kwanghee kept running away.
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“Who wants to be a roommate with who? Only three in one room” Yonggil asked.
“We’ve decided!” Dongjun and Minwoo hugged Hyungshik close to them.
“I’m with Taehun” Kevin declared.
Siwan glanced at Kwanghee before he wanted to say something but Kwanghee already jumped onto Kevin.
“I’m with them!” Kwanghee squealed.
“I’m with Siwan-hyung and Heechul then” Junyoung said.
Siwan could only gap.
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After their performance.
“Kwangh-”
“Shikkie! Let’s go to eat!” Kwanghee swiftly changed his direction to the tallest maknae and dragged him away.
Junyoung only shook his head.
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“Hey-”
“Taehun let’s sleep!” Kwanghee tackled the younger boy.
“Oi!” Kevin yelled out.
Kwanghee only stuck his tongue out before he quickly ran away from the rage oldest member with Taehun in his tow.
“Wait-” Siwan called out.
Junyoung smacked his head.
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“Shopping!!” Kwanghee cheered in glee.
They had free time after they had done their performance. Yonggil gave them permission to go out to the mall to do whatever they wanted to do.
“I just want to eat!” Hyungshik whined.
“Shopping!” Kwanghee said stubbornly.
“Eat!” Hyungshik fired back while pouting.
“Shopp-”
“We’ll divide to two groups!” Junyoung quickly covered the Diva’s mouth. “Kwanghee-hyung’s group and Hyungshik’s group”
Kwanghee squealed before he quickly grabbed Taehun and Heechul’s hand and hugged them close to him. Kevin grumbled under his breath before he stormed to Kwanghee and yanked Taehun from the Diva’s grip.
“Kevin, Taehun and Heechul are officially with me! Okay, bye!” Kwanghee winked before he quickly ran away while dragging Heechul.
Taehun cutely trotting behind Kwanghee with Kevin jogged beside the rapper.
“It’s mean we’re with these maknaes, Siwan-hyung” Junyoung shrugged.
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“Do I look good in this?” Dongjun asked his hyungs as he tried on the hat.
“Cute, cute!” Minwoo chirped.
“I’m cuter than you though” Hyungshik stuck his tongue out playfully.
Junyoung only laughed with those maknae’s antics. Siwan was browsing through the accessories. He picked one that attracted his attention and tried it on.
“Kwanghee, how is it?” Siwan turned to his side and found none. “Oh…” He frowned before he put the hat back on its place.
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Siwan was gnarring in displease. He kept thinking about his relationship with his so called best friend which seemed so out of order.
Kwanghee was supposed to be with him.
Kwanghee was supposed to sit beside him.
Kwanghee was supposed to tell him whether things suit him or not.
Kwanghee was supposed to be there trailing beside him and held his hand.
Kwanghee was supposed to-
Yet you’re the one that pushed him away, fuckup. His conscience sneered at him.
Siwan hung his head low while let out a sigh. “I’m so stupid” He muttered under his breath.
Junyoung raised his eyebrow. “Finally he realizes he really is”
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They were preparing to go back to Korea. Siwan was just stood there, leaning at one of the pillars at the lobby, glaring at Kwanghee who was playing with Heechul and Taehun as they were waiting for their manager to settle down their check-out.
Siwan was so itching to grab the Diva and dragged him to an isolated place and rav- talk to him.
Oh yes, he really did that.
“Siwan?” Kwanghee blinked his eyes when he was being grabbed forcefully by the fashionista.
Siwan only narrowed his eyes before he dragged Kwanghee away from the others. Other younger members were so worried that they wanted to stop Siwan but Junyoung and Kevin restrained them.
“What do you want?” Kwanghee yanked his arm and he quickly turned away, refusing to look at Siwan.
“Why are you avoiding me?” Siwan asked grimly.
Kwanghee raised his eyebrow. “You were the one that told me you don’t want to see me anymore so I’m avoiding you. I’m following your order and you asking me why. What’s more you want?”
Siwan brushed his hair out from his face using his fingers before he sighed softly. Slowly, he cradled the older boy in his arm. Kwanghee blinked in surprise as he squeaked softly. Siwan rested his forehead on Kwanghee’s.
“I miss you. I miss the way you go clinging at me. I miss how you’re always there beside me. I miss to hear your voice, telling me your opinion about what should I wear. I miss you”
Siwan finished his sentence by kissing his best friend on the lips. He licked and nibbled the older boy’s lower lip gently making Kwanghee whimpered softly. Siwan then tugged Kwanghee closer to him as he began to explore the Diva’s mouth.
Kwanghee mewled in protest when Siwan stopped kissing him.
“Can we be like before?” Siwan whispered.
Kwanghee nodded his head slowly as he was still dazed from the previous kiss.
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“Settle”
Junyoung stated as he saw SiKwang came back with holding hands. Other members breathed out a sigh of relief. Kwanghee was grinning that he could feel his cheek would fall off if he grinned more but hell - he was happy!
They stopped in front of their members. Kwanghee glanced at the Australian boy and he wriggled his eyebrow playfully.
“What?” Kevin frowned. He sure disliked it when Kwanghee did that.
Kwanghee answered that by leaping from Siwan and tackled Taehun. Taehun yelped in surprise with the sudden weight fell on his body. Kevin already shouted in annoyed.
“You’re still my fav, Tae-ii~” Kwanghee nuzzled the younger boy’s cheek.
Suddenly, Kwanghee felt he was being grabbed from behind by his collar and fell into someone arms. He looked up and saw Siwan was glaring down at him.
“You’re mine, Hee. Don’t go to someone else” Siwan tightened his grip at the older boy’s waist.
Junyoung could only shake his head while muttering “stupid hyungs” under his breath.
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I so believe you can tell who's my bias in ZE:A. LOL! XDD