Redonkulous.
I woke up sick today. Work was horrible. Ben was in charge and let me take it easy. But with luck, countless cups of tea, 3 cups of airborne, advil, and cough drops will help this thing go by faster. I really hope i feel better tomorrow.
We're still looking. I'm so tired of it. Drains me so much for some reason. I wish me and Ben could make enough money to live alone.
Oh and he asked JB if we could get a discount for our wedding at the Jam the other day :] JB said no :[ We'll see.
Sometimes i really think this is going to happen. There are just these priceless moments in each day that i want to keep with me forever. Just these little tiny things about him i couldn't live without. We talk about it so much, our future. It seems extremely realistic and and mostly serious. 2 years can go by fast, i told my dad. When i said i'm thinking about it. He got a little freaked out, then gave Ben a hug tonight when he came and got me.
Which by the way i can hear my dad playing Call of Duty on his computer and saying things like "shut up..." and "fuck you!" to it.
I really want to smoke a ciggerate but it'll make it worse.
And i really should sleep.
I'm so in love with him.
It's fucking redonkulous.
We're still looking. I'm so tired of it. Drains me so much for some reason. I wish me and Ben could make enough money to live alone.
Oh and he asked JB if we could get a discount for our wedding at the Jam the other day :] JB said no :[ We'll see.
Sometimes i really think this is going to happen. There are just these priceless moments in each day that i want to keep with me forever. Just these little tiny things about him i couldn't live without. We talk about it so much, our future. It seems extremely realistic and and mostly serious. 2 years can go by fast, i told my dad. When i said i'm thinking about it. He got a little freaked out, then gave Ben a hug tonight when he came and got me.
Which by the way i can hear my dad playing Call of Duty on his computer and saying things like "shut up..." and "fuck you!" to it.
I really want to smoke a ciggerate but it'll make it worse.
And i really should sleep.
I'm so in love with him.
It's fucking redonkulous.