Oct 21, 2004 17:00
hey havent updated this for awhile so i'm goin to update this.
so yeah last week. yeah i dont remember what i did last week. the only thing i remember is going to kristy's sweet 16 party. omg it was so fucken fun. i had a blast. ppl were doin stupid things n crap. a lot of ppl went which made it fun. the place was awesome and big. the food was good. lol. the whole party was fun. oh man im ready for more sweet 16 parties. lol. i had soooo much fun.
this week was very very crappy. monday-i was in a very blah mood. really dont want to talk bout it. tuesday-i sort of had a good day. i was kind of goin crazy. lol. wednesday-it was like the worst day EVER!!!!! i had the worst day. omg all i wanted was to go home n j. try to forget whats goin on and stuff. i was in blah mood. i was in pain. i felt sick. i was j. out of it. today-it was alright. i got cookies from AMANDA!! lol. thank you soo much for everything. you helped me sooo much this week. how can i repay you? lol. but the cookies made my day. so yeah i was still in pain and people such as amanda, erin, sara, and so on told me to go to the nurse. my answer was no. lol. and oh yeah i'm not goin to the doctors either. =P. haha. im so freakin stubborn. lol. but c'mon you guyz worry to much. lol. when i say i'm fine i am. lol. it still hurts but its not hurtin as much as before but still hurts. but w.e
so yeah right now idk. so much shit is goin on and i cant take it anymore. i j. want things to be fine and i dont really have to worry bout things. but noooooooooooo lot of things are goin on and yeah i'm worrying bout it. yup im a idiot. i j. want things back to normal b.c really thats when i had fun n i wasnt being a complete idiot n stupid. but thats also when ppl arent being so evil to one another n got along w. like everyone mostly. i miss those days. but ppl change or get weird out bout things that really i hate.
so okay i'm also confused bout things. i really dont know what i want anymore. i dont know who i am. idk if im over this girl or not. and theres kind of more but dont feel like typing it all. but yeah i j. dk anymore. things j. kind of went wrong n ahhhhhhhhh. but bout this girl. yeah corrine you know who im talkin about i think. if you do, dont tell anyone. but yeah i j. cant get over this girl. this girl is soo freakin amazing that i really cant get over. oh man. i need a break from liking girlz. lol lauren. but i think its true. a lot of things will go on and you know how i get about things n stuff. but w.e lets see n wait. thats the only thing i have to say. =/
so yeah im done. prolly update this later of the month or next. w.e. later