Oct 07, 2004 14:50
well i havent been writing here for a while and since i got no homework...well i do but ill do it later. i decide to write here for a while...
lets see....okay the past weeks have been pretty awesome i could say except this week. idk this week for me is like blah. well actually these two past days have been really how can i say this.ph yes crappy. im j. not like my full self yet. really idk whats goin anymore w. me. in school i'm fine but when im out from school im like blah since yesterday. a lot has been goin on and really idk i'm j. not up for anything right now. i j. want to go somewhere and j. being alone. i'm not stressing about anything really. i j. feel like this, which is very confusing.
school-wise..things have alright in school. i've been working my butt so i can stay in UC. i can't really screw up anything really becuz if i screw up, i'm goin to public school. but i'm not goin to focus on goin to public school. i'll focus in my studies and things. i'm not goin to stress out in anything. i'm j. goin to work hard and be happy, if i could.
lets see what else is happening. well ive been doing that PSAT thing for UC. i guess i could say its alright. english is kind of fun. math is j. a snore but really scary. basically i've been sayin to myself is that "i'm screwed." lol. i got soo freaked but whatever...i'm goin to work hard...ummm oh yea i got a part in the spring play "HONK" kind of awesome in having a part. its a small part but its way better than being in chorus. lol.
well i guess thats it. ill update this whenever i feel like it or if i could. later. leave 1