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omg I haven`t really written anything in a long time (of course it doesn`t really matter, cause no ones reading it anyway ...- yes I am in a slightly self pitying mood right now)hmm sooo....I hate my life...Im not gettin a job, even with a good exam, ok one of the problems is that I really have no idea what I want to do, soooo.... doing an internship right now in Hamburg, my home town, so within the week I sleep at my parents (yay...). though sleeps the wrong word, cause I havent really slept a night through for a long time, Im sooo tired. and I dont really like the internship, its in history marketing so in theory pretty cool, still dont like it, boring and weird colleagues, not good weird though...soo my newest plan (which like everything else isnt going to work) is moving to berlin and gettin a job there... great plan, right...