Hello, I am your mind giving you someone to talk to
If anyone on my flist remembers me then I fully applaud you as my last entry was July 2013!
It has been over two years. Alot has happened.
Good, Bad, Anxiety, Heartbreak, Love, travel, Health, Annoyance, New faces.
Last entry I spoke about a miscarriage, dates and a new job.
I ended up bleeding for 6 weeks before I was fixed, baby would be nearly 2 years old but i do not dwell on it as life rolls on. I did have a relationship with the guy from Wigan but after 11 months I ended it as it was more like a friendship than love, the guy I then dated too soon afterwards dumped me for another girl - a liar and a cunt. The job at the clothing store I am still in just at another branch store so less expensive bus ride.
Sum up of the extra time has missed.
I have had two operations on my left hip within 11 months. Sept 2013 and August 2014. I now have 1/4 cartilage left so yeah will still bitch it hurts. Right hip looks like going the same way. Left Knee is out of alignment but doctors wont do anything as needs on more 1mm to be serious. Right knee and ankles like to protest.
My acute anxiety has recently been getting worse.
I have met new friends and think matured a little more to how to deal with bad people who have been polluting my life.
I started chatting to a new guy off a dating website in November 2014, we met and started dating in January. Then whilst on holiday in Finland last July we got engaged
He makes me very happy to expect many posts soon about us, our new house and wedding plans.
I am planning to be more proactive here even though it will just be writing for my own venting rights and hope to meet new people if out there to be friend.
I will be moving over 100 miles away soon to start a new life so its a scary fresh start in all things.
I have overhauled all of this journal looked through and deleted 300 journal entries back to July 2005! So many good and bad memories.
So hello again all.
expect crap soon ;P
It has been over two years. Alot has happened.
Good, Bad, Anxiety, Heartbreak, Love, travel, Health, Annoyance, New faces.
Last entry I spoke about a miscarriage, dates and a new job.
I ended up bleeding for 6 weeks before I was fixed, baby would be nearly 2 years old but i do not dwell on it as life rolls on. I did have a relationship with the guy from Wigan but after 11 months I ended it as it was more like a friendship than love, the guy I then dated too soon afterwards dumped me for another girl - a liar and a cunt. The job at the clothing store I am still in just at another branch store so less expensive bus ride.
Sum up of the extra time has missed.
I have had two operations on my left hip within 11 months. Sept 2013 and August 2014. I now have 1/4 cartilage left so yeah will still bitch it hurts. Right hip looks like going the same way. Left Knee is out of alignment but doctors wont do anything as needs on more 1mm to be serious. Right knee and ankles like to protest.
My acute anxiety has recently been getting worse.
I have met new friends and think matured a little more to how to deal with bad people who have been polluting my life.
I started chatting to a new guy off a dating website in November 2014, we met and started dating in January. Then whilst on holiday in Finland last July we got engaged
He makes me very happy to expect many posts soon about us, our new house and wedding plans.
I am planning to be more proactive here even though it will just be writing for my own venting rights and hope to meet new people if out there to be friend.
I will be moving over 100 miles away soon to start a new life so its a scary fresh start in all things.
I have overhauled all of this journal looked through and deleted 300 journal entries back to July 2005! So many good and bad memories.
So hello again all.
expect crap soon ;P