LIVEJOURNAL ABUSE
I've been reading over some of my old entries, and it seems like some of the recent ones have a tone of insincerity to them. I remember what I was feeling when I wrote them, and in many of them the feeling is changed, replaced with a friendly gloss that comes about because of my fear to offend.
Or something. <---- (attempted softener in case for whatever whacked out reason my mind will come up with, someone would be offended by something I typed.)
I wonder why that is.
This is the only time I have ever typed in here twice in one day... It's a dirty feeling... I get the urge to type often, but I usually don't. It feels like I am stripping. I had to do that once. I was and probably still am the worst stripper in the history of the world. I feel much more comfortable doing it this way.
Or something. <---- (attempted softener in case for whatever whacked out reason my mind will come up with, someone would be offended by something I typed.)
I wonder why that is.
This is the only time I have ever typed in here twice in one day... It's a dirty feeling... I get the urge to type often, but I usually don't. It feels like I am stripping. I had to do that once. I was and probably still am the worst stripper in the history of the world. I feel much more comfortable doing it this way.