abnormality as usual.
By:Richard Lovette
Former addict.
The First Moments: It's like wheeeooo!
And I just sit back. Can't move. Everything I
have in my mind just goes. My hate, my anger,
my frustrations, gone. It's pure love.
The Sex: All of a sudden I get that sexual
thing that goes along with it. You just want
to screw your balls off. Tweaking makes
your ejaculation like twenty times more sensitive.
And it's the same with women. Sometimes
they'll hit it up and they don't even have
to be touched by anybody. They'll just literally
come, orgasm right in their pants.
The Time: Time is sped up. I'll start tweaking
and the next thing I know, it's two weeks
down the road. A lot of people miss their
court dates because they get high on Monday
and don't realize that it's now Friday.
The Obsession: You get delusional. You
see people, they'll go in and clean their
kitchen and they'll be in there three days
with a fucking toothbrush. You're just going
and going and going. You can't sit still.
The Stealing: Tweakers steal anything you
can imagine. Like bridges. I'm serious, they'll
unbolt the metal on the bridges, put it on the
back of their trucks, and sell it to the metal
recycling place in the morning. Meth blocks
out anything you care about. The only thing
you care about is the next fucking fix.
The Violence: You get ruthless. This guy and
his friend came into my room one night and told
me they were going to light me on fire because
they wanted to rob me. I got up and I beat the
crap out of this guy. I broke all of his ribs. I
was hunting these fuckers down. I was going to kill
both of them. That's what it's like with tweakers.
I've never known another group who will on one
hand smile at you and on the other drive a dagger
through your heart over this shit.
The Recovery: I'm currently in the Multnomah County,
Oregon, jail after the cops busted me on drug-
related charges. I had twenty-one other tweakers
living with me. I get out of here on August 3,
and I'm not coming back. I'm going to get sober
again. If I don't, meth wll destroy me.
Go to the following link for effects..
http://www.oregonlive.com/news/oregonian/photos/gallery.ssf?cgi-bin/view_gallery.cgi/olive/view_gallery.ata?g_id=2927
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So..
I'm typing this because
I've been hurt by this drug.
If you understand, feel free
to comment.
Been really down the past few
days..
Bring me down.
______________________________________________________
Former addict.
The First Moments: It's like wheeeooo!
And I just sit back. Can't move. Everything I
have in my mind just goes. My hate, my anger,
my frustrations, gone. It's pure love.
The Sex: All of a sudden I get that sexual
thing that goes along with it. You just want
to screw your balls off. Tweaking makes
your ejaculation like twenty times more sensitive.
And it's the same with women. Sometimes
they'll hit it up and they don't even have
to be touched by anybody. They'll just literally
come, orgasm right in their pants.
The Time: Time is sped up. I'll start tweaking
and the next thing I know, it's two weeks
down the road. A lot of people miss their
court dates because they get high on Monday
and don't realize that it's now Friday.
The Obsession: You get delusional. You
see people, they'll go in and clean their
kitchen and they'll be in there three days
with a fucking toothbrush. You're just going
and going and going. You can't sit still.
The Stealing: Tweakers steal anything you
can imagine. Like bridges. I'm serious, they'll
unbolt the metal on the bridges, put it on the
back of their trucks, and sell it to the metal
recycling place in the morning. Meth blocks
out anything you care about. The only thing
you care about is the next fucking fix.
The Violence: You get ruthless. This guy and
his friend came into my room one night and told
me they were going to light me on fire because
they wanted to rob me. I got up and I beat the
crap out of this guy. I broke all of his ribs. I
was hunting these fuckers down. I was going to kill
both of them. That's what it's like with tweakers.
I've never known another group who will on one
hand smile at you and on the other drive a dagger
through your heart over this shit.
The Recovery: I'm currently in the Multnomah County,
Oregon, jail after the cops busted me on drug-
related charges. I had twenty-one other tweakers
living with me. I get out of here on August 3,
and I'm not coming back. I'm going to get sober
again. If I don't, meth wll destroy me.
Go to the following link for effects..
http://www.oregonlive.com/news/oregonian/photos/gallery.ssf?cgi-bin/view_gallery.cgi/olive/view_gallery.ata?g_id=2927
______________________________________________________
So..
I'm typing this because
I've been hurt by this drug.
If you understand, feel free
to comment.
Been really down the past few
days..
Bring me down.
______________________________________________________