I will tear the sky down right now.
So this weekend was _________
too lazy to fill anything out.
I'm not in the mood for anything.
not to talk.
not to eat.
not to..
I'm just crashing right now I guess.
I'm feeling that
"friends in an aspect, with a lack of friends"
feeling.
you understand?
it's like..when you have friends
and you know you have them
and they're there,
but you can't actually talk to them.
like in a serious manner.
I haven't done that in so long.
I bet it'd feel pretty good sometime..
I need to go study.
Write a paper.
Read.
and play guitar.
I suppose I've gotten better at it.
but then again,
I'd be better shaving a toothpick..
what a disgrace.
I'm empty.