I know that...
- I'm kicking ass and taking names by paying off my credit card debt and paying off my student loans
- I'm working hard and long hours
- I make 20% of my sales nearly every shift I work
- I am a very kind and loving person that only has the best intentions
- Any car has maintenance problems and issues that arise (which was the tip of the iceberg today)
- Everyone goes through difficult/tough times (and that mine probably pale in comparison to most)...
I'm doing ALL of this now to build and establish my future and am having to currently redirect it, but dammit sometimes it just gets to be too much and no matter how positive I try to stay or try to refocus myself it just seems like crap keeps appearing, that something else is added to the pile or that someone else is riding my back or disappointed in me. At the end of today it is just too much to be positive. I'm not saying I'm wallowing in self-pitty, I'm just saying that I need a break and that it's okay to just feel a little burdened...
Now back to your regularly scheduled program called LIFE...