Dude, I missed the moldy peaches when I was too young for the venue. I missed a lot of other great bands too. But you'll get to make up for it when you have shit, like RIGHTS. Don't worry. But yeah, it does suck.
alright, i'll accept that. i feel sorry for you because you are in the same position i was in, totally controlled by megan and devoted to her. she is really manipulative and wholly selfish so it never seems that way when you are in the position, but it makes your personality change for the worse. i never realized i was in a bad situation until i was out of it & i think her stopping talking to me was the nicest thing she could have done. i'm sorry you are in that situation and have confused emotions that megan is probably oblivious to. & i know you really care about her. so all of that adds up to all your megan-influenced anti-me actions being totally understandable. so i'm not mad at you at all no matter what. i just hope you dont get hurt.
i'm still living for other people. thats what i do and how i stay happy. and there is absolutely nothing bad in my life right now. all the bad parts are gone. and i keep wondering if i should believe if you are/were a good person or not. constantly i go back and forth. but i've also decided it doesn't really matter. i've changed alot at least, and i can see your viewpoint alot more, and i gave you all of mine in the letter. i'm glad we don't interact any more though...not a criticism of you but it did make me a much pettier person. i still believe that you are very selfish and most of the time refuse to see view point other than your own. & we both exagerrate each others flaws. that's why i'm trying just to let it go, not talk or think about you anymore, focus on what's important. everything you and i and kirsty hate about anybody are the exact same bad parts that are in ourselves
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i feel sorry for you because you are in the same position i was in, totally controlled by megan and devoted to her. she is really manipulative and wholly selfish so it never seems that way when you are in the position, but it makes your personality change for the worse. i never realized i was in a bad situation until i was out of it & i think her stopping talking to me was the nicest thing she could have done. i'm sorry you are in that situation and have confused emotions that megan is probably oblivious to. & i know you really care about her. so all of that adds up to all your megan-influenced anti-me actions being totally understandable. so i'm not mad at you at all no matter what. i just hope you dont get hurt.
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