i'm still living for other people. thats what i do and how i stay happy. and there is absolutely nothing bad in my life right now. all the bad parts are gone. and i keep wondering if i should believe if you are/were a good person or not. constantly i go back and forth. but i've also decided it doesn't really matter. i've changed alot at least, and i can see your viewpoint alot more, and i gave you all of mine in the letter. i'm glad we don't interact any more though...not a criticism of you but it did make me a much pettier person. i still believe that you are very selfish and most of the time refuse to see view point other than your own. & we both exagerrate each others flaws. that's why i'm trying just to let it go, not talk or think about you anymore, focus on what's important. everything you and i and kirsty hate about anybody are the exact same bad parts that are in ourselves. my life has gotten so much better, i feel like the world would actually be worse if i wasn't in it. that's a good thing to keep in mind in the way that you live.
my life has gotten so much better, i feel like the world would actually be worse if i wasn't in it. that's a good thing to keep in mind in the way that you live.
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