Ridiculous.
I am tired of holding everything in. I cannot stay sane to the outside world with all this in me. So here I go, unleashing everything.
I just feel like giving up.
I do not want friends, money, a car, a job, school, or anything anymore. I am SO tired of everything. I am over trying to make life work. It's not working and I obviously cannot fix it. I am so over all of the bullshit. I am over trying to get though school. I am over working at a job where I have to be a fake to everyone in order to make money. I am over not making money at said job.
I just want it all to end! I have hit my all time low and I don't even want to get back up. I feel selfish, useless, and hypocritical. I want to lay down in my bed put the covers over my face and go to sleep and forget very single thing.
Oh and I feel ridiculous for this as well. I am not looking for attention or pity. I just do not have anyone to talk to about anything so I have to take it out on something.
I just feel like giving up.
I do not want friends, money, a car, a job, school, or anything anymore. I am SO tired of everything. I am over trying to make life work. It's not working and I obviously cannot fix it. I am so over all of the bullshit. I am over trying to get though school. I am over working at a job where I have to be a fake to everyone in order to make money. I am over not making money at said job.
I just want it all to end! I have hit my all time low and I don't even want to get back up. I feel selfish, useless, and hypocritical. I want to lay down in my bed put the covers over my face and go to sleep and forget very single thing.
Oh and I feel ridiculous for this as well. I am not looking for attention or pity. I just do not have anyone to talk to about anything so I have to take it out on something.