wtf.
So apparently my parents talk crap about me behind my back all the time. I expected they did some I guess but I suppose it was naive of me to think they never did. I guess I don't do enough and I need to start acting like an adult. Well, I am freaking trying but having your parents treat you like you are 12 years old makes that kind of hard. When it comes to things like going out or moving out or whatever I am not old enough, but when I am confused about what to do about something and I call my mom for help I am acting like a child and need to grow up. ugh wtf ever. If thats really what they want I won't go to her for anything. Just when I was starting to feel close enough to finally tell her some things I have been struggling with, well that is completely gone. I will update more later on. I am just so pissed at everything right now.