You're a Wild Drunk
You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again!
What Kind of Drunk Are You? Hey Hey Hey!! Well this weekend totally stunk like a dead hamsters ass. lol It sucked...except friday!! lol
Well after the game, Justin took Sam and I to 5th Quarter. We mingled and before we left, we sat down and ate (except Justin) and talked. Well, I was pestering him about paying me back and he kept saying later, hes broke blah blah blah. Then he was talking about his family and how they might move. And I just stopped eating, put my burger down and just looked at him. I was so shocked. I'm sure he was trying not to laugh because my mouth was probably bulging out with burger...lol So I slowly start to chew my food again as Sam is asking where. I forgot where he said, but it was some other state. I felt so sick! I dont want to lose my Justin! lol That sounds weird....esp. since he's not "mine" lol Anyways, I was like, "You can't move!..I can't eat now!" And he said it was because I was full (haha right! me? full!) So then we left to Sams and I called shotty no blitz (cuz if I dont she aaallwaaays gets the front!! it pisses me off) So shes all whining, I called it nah nah nah...whatever beotch! lol jpjp I love her tho!
So we get to Sams and she gets the ok to stay the night at Kaleys. So Justin was going to go back home and sneak out later. He pulled out a thing of condoms (that he had left over from destroying Kejals' car) and said, "Here, you might need these for later!" And my mouth dropped and I looked at him and he starts laughing and saying, "I'm kidding I'm kidding!!" And Sam says, "YOU! might need those! You're such a manwhore!" and he laughed and said riight. And she goes on (uugh this pisses me off...) and said, "Yeah, what about that 21 year old..." and he goes, "Oh thats right! My boss!! haha Yeaa...hey! she made the moves on me!" And I was thinking, ok, im done with this convo... And so he leaves and I look at Sam and say, "Ok, did NOT like that convo!" And it clicked and she goes, "oh! Im sorry!" all well...
So we go to Kaleys and I was kinda crying...And it was funny cuz 5 ppl rushed out and hugged me and was like Brittanys Here!! So we all were drinking lemonade...
So I was feelin good, not realy hyper, not partially hyper, just a bit tingly from lemonade... Then Justin comes over. And I was so happy. I had butterflies in my stomache. I still like him a lot you could say..And he was still giving me those 'looks' (idk if I wrote that in my past ljs...) And he was giving me mixed signals. Like he would lay his head on my shoulders, and blow on my neck (which he did when we were dating) and little things like that. So at 1:30..idk...he left and I gave him a hug and kissed him on his neck just below his ear. And walked inside. I was happy.
Then I kept drinking lemonade and about a lil after saying by to Justin, I called Nick. My Nicky-Poo!! lol So I wished him a happy birthday, since it technically was...and he was pretty drunk I think. lol He started shouting, "Hey everyone! It's my birthday!" lol "I'm 17!!!" haha so then we talked and I guess I fell asleep, cuz Brittany dragged me up to put me to bed. So I glanced at the clock and it was almost 5 am. I wasnt really asleep, but I felt dead. lol All the way to about 8 am. When I got home, I later went to Sams. And did nothing
Justin wanted us to come over, but we had no ride and he couldnt cuz he was babysittin his lil bro. Adam was working. KT IS GROUNDED. Idk..like NOBODY could hang out. Nick was at a "bday" party for him at Christians'. He wanted us to walk down, but noo Sam didnt wanna. So we didnt. Nick kept trying to find us a ride, but no1 did. So he decided he would come down on his bike and bring lemonade and birthday cake. And cuz he wanted to see me on his bday. So I didnt talk to him till the next day...
Something happend and now hes in trouble and I feel soo bad...cant go into that
So I'm just going to back track to Kaleys...
Before Katies mom came to get her (dundundunnn)..she was pretty hyper off lemonade. She called Tony, Ricky, Adam, Stacia, and kissed Ricky, and told Tony, and blah blah blah. Ppl are saying she was overreacting and wasnt has hyper as she prolly really was. And now that I think back, idk if she really was either. I mean I know I wasnt. I was eeh...but she supposedly had hardly anything and maybe exaggerated her hyperness..idk..but when she reads this..she hopefully wont get mad and will tell me whether she honetly was or not...
So today and math, I did something AMAZING...
I BROUGHT
MY MATH BOOK
BUT WAIT!!...
I TOOK
NOTES TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!O MY GOD RIGHT!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol I was very proud of myself. So at the end of the period, Justin came back and sat next to me, which he hasnt done for a long while!! Even while we were dating. But he used to when we first started talking and dating, and he did it today! I was so happy! But I didnt want to give him too much attention so I showed him my notes and my math book and he couldnt believe it, and then I talked to Milton. Then Ian came over and we all talked. Justin got up to get candy and I got up to talk to Erin (cuz she knows what happened with Nick). So I tried to forget about math class cuz I didnt want to overreact about something that prolly just signified us being "just friends" So after art class, I was surprised to see him talking to some1, see me while I was talking to Feldon, and walk away and him break off too, and then walk with me. Mind you, this is the last period of the day...He used to walk that way with me when we started to like each other, and just began to date, after a while, he switched to another path?! So we walked together and he was making fun of me cuz I had a huge red mark on my forhead from sleeping! lol And I was so tired and told him to wake me up so he kept hittin me in the head! And I was like OW!! And nudged him and he started laughin at me. So we were jokin around until I turned to my door. That made me happy too.
I was just glad to be laughing and joking and being close to him like I used to be. Its just really hard because I cant tell if hes just being flirty ol' Justin, ya know...just friendly flirting...or bcuz he does like me...
But Im going to try not to get myself worked over prolly nothing...And just play it off and see where it goes...
IDK what else to write...
ttyl
Much Luv
Brizzy Bee (haha)