uh oh..
things dont seem to be going too smoothly with me and anna at the moment. or so it seems to me. she keeps getting mad at me and then i get upset and such. i dont know whats up. i think its just cuz im a jerk. thats all i can come up with. she gets mad cuz im not open with her and i kinda explained why. my reasons and such. and she knows something is going on but i havnt told her. and i dont think i will. hopefully time will pass by and it will blow over. too much shit on my mind at the moment. and karmel and i got in a tiff today. but that seems to be okay at the moment.