sweet zombie juses
stress stress and more fucking stress. so i definatly got fucked on my pay check. and right before all my bills come. so it looks like i dont have money to pay my cell or car insurance. but they'll take it out anyways and then i'll bounce big time. and i cant tap my savings cuz it has some lock on it. boo-urns! AND i have parking tickets. nice goin nate. but this parking ticket was kenzies fault, not mine. oh and seriously, i have the meanest boss ever. like she really is a bad person. shes been snapping at me for a while and she made some poor girl cry the other day. and i think shes sealing from the school. but thats just a theory. and jason (one of my only friends at work) is looking for a new job. if he leaves i am soo quiting its not even funny. let see, what else... oh i dont even know whats up with anna and i. things seem tense. i hope i dont fuck this up. which i think i already am. im just a big jerk. but at least i recognize it. i suppose thats a good thing. i got futurama today but i've been so bumbed i havnt even opened it yet. ok well time to take my cyanide pill. tah tah