Apr 19, 2008 11:57
It's funny though.
Because I can blame everyone and anyone, deffinetly including you, and all I can come up with is that I must have caused this.
And here I am. Listening to these stupid songs. Sad songs.
It was cool once.
When I first realized I had nothing to worry about and that I'd always have you and never grow old and alone. Or when I first realized that maybe you were finally worth fighting for. Worth breaking up with someone for.
I'm happy for you.
Expecially that you're growing up and maybe I taught you a thing or two. I hope she's nothing like me and will make you the must lucky person to ever exist. Although, I think you already know you are.
So I'm going to stay away.
I'm going to stay as far back as I can because it's just making myself weaker. I'll look at your pictures and wonder what life would be like with me right next to you. Not her.
I'll write this in blue.
Because this color was never your favorite. This color you liked but never loved and you couldn't help it.
There will be an answer, for me anyway.
I'll let it be.