swing me
So completely besides the fact that my mom keeps looking me up and down every time I pass her, examining me, I honestly didn't think today would turn out like it did.
The GK fair was fun but I got a headache fast.
And Ryan talked to me again.
But Preston ignored me.
Is it that he finds interest in one of these twins?
I don't know either.
I don't want to find out.
Olivia and I had a hard time figuring out what to do directly after school.
So we kind of just made plans and this is what happened.
It was
Adam, Patrick, Olivia, me, Ashley, Stephen, Tommy, and Michael. (MY LAWNBOY FROM FOREVER AGO)
And we went to the fair.
And met up with Preston and Daniel.
OMG it was so great.
Like really. We played in the rain and I HATE the rain.
Usually. But today was anything but usual.
The only damper in the day.
Was when Preston called me ugly.
Say he was just kidding.
I swear I almost cried.
But it made me stronger when Adam agreed with him.
I lashed back at Adam, though. Pretty great.
Then we went to Cafe Dumond. Met up with Thomas and Josh so it was ALLLLLLLL of us.
And we all played and JOSH called me ugly too.
Talk about a slap in the face again.
Because NOW I realize, my weight really didn't have ANYTHING to do with ANYTHING.
It was always the fact that I'm ugly.
And thats the one thing I CAN'T change.
But anyway.
It was so fun and me and Preston grow closer and closer with every playful punch.
THENGKDJF
HGJKDFHG
We all went back to MY house. Minus Preston and Daniel
Which is SO OKAY because It gave me time with my lawnboyyyyyyyyy :D
and we were in flirty mode all night.
The tickling. The laughing.
God it made me so happy.
Anyway
I'm here with olivia.
Dreading my wake from unconcious.
It's good to be alive.
The GK fair was fun but I got a headache fast.
And Ryan talked to me again.
But Preston ignored me.
Is it that he finds interest in one of these twins?
I don't know either.
I don't want to find out.
Olivia and I had a hard time figuring out what to do directly after school.
So we kind of just made plans and this is what happened.
It was
Adam, Patrick, Olivia, me, Ashley, Stephen, Tommy, and Michael. (MY LAWNBOY FROM FOREVER AGO)
And we went to the fair.
And met up with Preston and Daniel.
OMG it was so great.
Like really. We played in the rain and I HATE the rain.
Usually. But today was anything but usual.
The only damper in the day.
Was when Preston called me ugly.
Say he was just kidding.
I swear I almost cried.
But it made me stronger when Adam agreed with him.
I lashed back at Adam, though. Pretty great.
Then we went to Cafe Dumond. Met up with Thomas and Josh so it was ALLLLLLLL of us.
And we all played and JOSH called me ugly too.
Talk about a slap in the face again.
Because NOW I realize, my weight really didn't have ANYTHING to do with ANYTHING.
It was always the fact that I'm ugly.
And thats the one thing I CAN'T change.
But anyway.
It was so fun and me and Preston grow closer and closer with every playful punch.
THENGKDJF
HGJKDFHG
We all went back to MY house. Minus Preston and Daniel
Which is SO OKAY because It gave me time with my lawnboyyyyyyyyy :D
and we were in flirty mode all night.
The tickling. The laughing.
God it made me so happy.
Anyway
I'm here with olivia.
Dreading my wake from unconcious.
It's good to be alive.