Completely pointless
What does it mean when all of your life long emotional responses become less powerful?
What does it mean when you struggle to find a reason to do anything?
What does it mean when you struggle to do anything you used to do.. because you're sick of it all?
I suppose it means I need change. Who wouldn't come to that conclusion?
But what to change? In this primordial state of independence from my comfort zone I find little motivation for anything as I drift in and out from work and the home life..
If the funds were available I would be moving out... as soon as I had the chance.
If the weather was nice at least I'd have a reason to do something other than stare at this screen all day.
Where have my opinions gone to?
Have they assimilated into my natural being and therefore become more than just.. thoughts?
If so, I must be one hell of a lazy asshole.
Get up, I say.. get up and.. do anything besides sit down again.
Yet.. I do not.
If you're still reading this I would inquire as to what motivates you- considering this is nothing more than the thoughts of bum with nothing better to do.
And that's all I'll be until something changes.. drastically.
What does it mean when you struggle to find a reason to do anything?
What does it mean when you struggle to do anything you used to do.. because you're sick of it all?
I suppose it means I need change. Who wouldn't come to that conclusion?
But what to change? In this primordial state of independence from my comfort zone I find little motivation for anything as I drift in and out from work and the home life..
If the funds were available I would be moving out... as soon as I had the chance.
If the weather was nice at least I'd have a reason to do something other than stare at this screen all day.
Where have my opinions gone to?
Have they assimilated into my natural being and therefore become more than just.. thoughts?
If so, I must be one hell of a lazy asshole.
Get up, I say.. get up and.. do anything besides sit down again.
Yet.. I do not.
If you're still reading this I would inquire as to what motivates you- considering this is nothing more than the thoughts of bum with nothing better to do.
And that's all I'll be until something changes.. drastically.