Burn away to ashes, and decimate the wind.
So, Ive been trying to reach you. Not just once or twice, but about 20 calls have been placed to you in the last 2 months. I know, I looked at my fucking bill for christ sake.
I know I havent talked to you in going on a year but this is ridiculous. Sometimes I just need to know if Im wasting my fucking time.
Things have changed, maybe I just need to face that. Of all the people from my past, your the only one I feel that I want in my present.
But maybe Im wrong in feeling like that? Maybe I just need to forget it all. And live with who Ive become, cause Ive never been happier. Ive been sick now with stomache pains since February, but I can live with it cause Ive finally got what I wanted all along. Maybe I cant get a car right now, but thats cool too. I can wait.... gas prices are ri-goddamn-diculous anyways. Im not gonna mull over everything, I shouldnt, not here anyways. Though I should get my CD from Josh and Nick in a few days. And then hell will begin as I write the lyrics for the "four" songs they are giving me (not to sure how many they are givin to me yet).
"Dude, listen... you cant sound as bad as Joey Selden. Thats all Ive got to say."
To fund out Joe Selden sings now... That made my fucking day. And to hear that he thought he sounded like Tool... hilarious.
Well thats enough of an update for now... If you cant understand any of it, dont worry, its not for you to read anyways.
I know I havent talked to you in going on a year but this is ridiculous. Sometimes I just need to know if Im wasting my fucking time.
Things have changed, maybe I just need to face that. Of all the people from my past, your the only one I feel that I want in my present.
But maybe Im wrong in feeling like that? Maybe I just need to forget it all. And live with who Ive become, cause Ive never been happier. Ive been sick now with stomache pains since February, but I can live with it cause Ive finally got what I wanted all along. Maybe I cant get a car right now, but thats cool too. I can wait.... gas prices are ri-goddamn-diculous anyways. Im not gonna mull over everything, I shouldnt, not here anyways. Though I should get my CD from Josh and Nick in a few days. And then hell will begin as I write the lyrics for the "four" songs they are giving me (not to sure how many they are givin to me yet).
"Dude, listen... you cant sound as bad as Joey Selden. Thats all Ive got to say."
To fund out Joe Selden sings now... That made my fucking day. And to hear that he thought he sounded like Tool... hilarious.
Well thats enough of an update for now... If you cant understand any of it, dont worry, its not for you to read anyways.