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Come to fucking terms already.
I guess its hard for me to sit on the side lines and watch. I really wanna reach out grab this person by the throat and scream my feelings in her face. How much I hate her for what she did to me. For what she put me through. But the past is indeed the past, and I should just leave it there.
I wont.
I will hold people accountable for their actions. With me, I either love or hate someone. This person resides in the lines of hate. Someone that I hate, I cannot stand for any period of time.
Im rambling about all this, for one purpose, to clarify to myself that I really feel like Im right in this situation. Ive never been in a state of clarity before. At least nothing compared to this. Its fleeting Im sure. My own doubts and resignments will eventually ebb at it, and destroy my postitive standings, but its at times such as those, that I can recall recent entries and reinforce my own truths.
Yeah, this post was for me. If you read it, sorry.
Asylum is right. After you were through you left me there to rot. You broke me. You tore me down and rebuilt myself of my own goddamn design. I hope you now can accept what you see. Cause it was your hand that put me on such a course, the minute you tightened your fingertips to touch your palm, ripping your paitined nails through my heart.
Yeah, I am right, and Im right in being mad too.
So fuck you.
I guess its hard for me to sit on the side lines and watch. I really wanna reach out grab this person by the throat and scream my feelings in her face. How much I hate her for what she did to me. For what she put me through. But the past is indeed the past, and I should just leave it there.
I wont.
I will hold people accountable for their actions. With me, I either love or hate someone. This person resides in the lines of hate. Someone that I hate, I cannot stand for any period of time.
Im rambling about all this, for one purpose, to clarify to myself that I really feel like Im right in this situation. Ive never been in a state of clarity before. At least nothing compared to this. Its fleeting Im sure. My own doubts and resignments will eventually ebb at it, and destroy my postitive standings, but its at times such as those, that I can recall recent entries and reinforce my own truths.
Yeah, this post was for me. If you read it, sorry.
Asylum is right. After you were through you left me there to rot. You broke me. You tore me down and rebuilt myself of my own goddamn design. I hope you now can accept what you see. Cause it was your hand that put me on such a course, the minute you tightened your fingertips to touch your palm, ripping your paitined nails through my heart.
Yeah, I am right, and Im right in being mad too.
So fuck you.