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I hate that your mad at me. I hate that I cant help you. I hate that I always feel that everyone is mad at me. I hate that I cant see past that... or see it at all. I hate distance. I hate money... though I love it. I hate liars, cheaters, and slut/whore/nympho's. I hate Leishafor cheating on Ant, and Ant for going back to her. I hate Desiree for ever crossing Dave. I hate that to this day my sanity, however controllable it is... has only slipped away. I hate that my girlfriend isnt here right now. I hate that that makes me question her. I hate that Im no longer capable of trusting anyone completely, even though I so desperately want to trust her. I hate alot of things right now, and list will only grow. So Im stopping.
Maybe its just lasting damage from the past. Maybe its just the way my brain works without a fucking pill. Either way, Im proud to say I can deal with all the above.
I have so far. Im doing damn good.
But whats been irking me isnt listed here. I want to know something...
1. If you know someone is fucking busy as fuck, and under alot of shit....
and
2. You know that you cant detect "attitude" over the internet...
Why the fuck would you get mad at me for not being able to fucking come on AIM?
Why make me add something else to the fucking list of bullshit?
Main question, why...?
Maybe its just lasting damage from the past. Maybe its just the way my brain works without a fucking pill. Either way, Im proud to say I can deal with all the above.
I have so far. Im doing damn good.
But whats been irking me isnt listed here. I want to know something...
1. If you know someone is fucking busy as fuck, and under alot of shit....
and
2. You know that you cant detect "attitude" over the internet...
Why the fuck would you get mad at me for not being able to fucking come on AIM?
Why make me add something else to the fucking list of bullshit?
Main question, why...?