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Even MONAE went to the senior party two nights ago.
I don't know why I am so anti-seeing everyone. Even today for TJ's surprise going away party I am a little unsure of going. That's why I am happy people are driving me, although they aren't here yet and I get very frustrated considering I am a punctual person. Especially if it's a surprise party.
People are finally reaching out to me, though. Raph, Vivi, and Donny. It's nice and what I hoped for.
I am losing people in my life again. Whatever, I have my four people I adore these days for good. Bahhh I hate when I'm frustrated, but I guess it's okay to let me be upset sometimes. My mom is in the hospital with my grandma. It's so surreal she may not be here by the end of this week. I hope I am strong, but you never know. I'm such a mess inside.
I don't know why I am so anti-seeing everyone. Even today for TJ's surprise going away party I am a little unsure of going. That's why I am happy people are driving me, although they aren't here yet and I get very frustrated considering I am a punctual person. Especially if it's a surprise party.
People are finally reaching out to me, though. Raph, Vivi, and Donny. It's nice and what I hoped for.
I am losing people in my life again. Whatever, I have my four people I adore these days for good. Bahhh I hate when I'm frustrated, but I guess it's okay to let me be upset sometimes. My mom is in the hospital with my grandma. It's so surreal she may not be here by the end of this week. I hope I am strong, but you never know. I'm such a mess inside.