hey dude...just wanna say cheers for looking out for me....its been beyond fucked up for so long. I've made a decision. A hard decision. One that may not sound right, but has taken alot of thought. Shes been after an answer about going out with her and at first i thought fuck no. but last few days she has i dunno, somehow.....wised up. She seems serious and all that. Ive decided to give it ago. I know the words "what the fuck" are running through your head. and it may seem like asking for trouble but. Im being fair if i give this a chance and start a fresh. I have been "involved" in this messed up situation for 9 months and have found no comfortable foot hold. After much thought and conversation. it seems that by having some rules layed out things may not go as fucked up. And if they do, bang im outa then faster than you can say "IN A BIT YOUTH". This way i will know or not if it wud work and wont live forever wondering. its been 9 months tho. thats insane. The way i see it. ive left 6th form so if this goes wrong, im basicly out of reach and out of her life. This still seems so messed up to me. it seems to be the only way out...of this fucked up shit that gets me down. Im sure you and sophie and the rest of 6th form have heard enough from this saga. This may either turn it off or at least mute it for you guys. I love you dude and Nat and sophie, cos u really help me out. I got alot of other shite going off at the mo' too, band stuff getting me down...im scared i will be band-less very soon. I hope u can kinda in a twisted kinda way understand and support my decsion
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