Best friends means I pulled the trigger, Best friends means you get what you deserve

May 20, 2004 17:20

ahh im angry.
and i know its none of my business but in a way it is.

well the focus of my anger is, well basiclly Maria and her sick little ways of doing things...

let me explain.

jonny and maria have had a thing for each other for a while now, on and off and nothing too serious. but she totally controled him and no matter what went down or what he said, she had it in her head that she was right. there are so many things that annoy me about her.
in the first place she had a boyfriend called ryan and decided to dump him for the weekend so she could "pull" at city. then when he didnt want her back after the weekend she went skitz!!
anyhows she one day would really like jonny then the next hate him. no matter what he did she would argue about it and make out she was soo used and that he sould apologise. ive tried to get it into jonnys head that she is bad news but he cant help what he is feeling. Jonny is far to nice for her and she just throws it back in his face. no one deserves to be treated how she treated jonny.
recently jonny has begun to edge away from her and managed to keep his distance but then out of the blue she asked him out. its as if she could she was loosing the battle so decided to throw in the last straw in a final hope to get what she wants. and thats the basis of everything. she only thinks about herself and never considers anyone elses feelings. she has totally messed him about and now after all this.. expects him to actually go out with her. imagine how she will be when they are going out???

i cant change anything and nothing i say will affect things but i needed to let this out coz it been building up for ages. i just want to see my best bud happy and not getting things ruined by her.





"This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun."
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