theres nothing for me to do, except have one last cry .. before i leave it all behind

[xxxlilmelixxx]

ahh, well things with joe are officially ended .. hes nothing but a liar who plays headgames .. i had my friend call him, and act like she called the wrong number .. and then he just started talking to her .. and asking her where she lives .. so she was like staten island, but im away at west virginia university for college .. and he was like oh, when you come down here we should hang out blah .. and he asked how old she was, and she was like 18 and he told her he was 21 .. and, he told me he was 18 .. so yeah, hes a liar .. and then i got in a fight with the girl who called for me .. because, she was like "yeah, it sucks that he answers my phone calls and not yours" .. and she was like rubbing it in my face that he answered for her, so i was like "wow, i hate you goodbye" and i hung up on her .. so then she imed me online and this is the convo:
COURTNiE [12:37 AM]: =)
Auto response from XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:37 AM]:
theas no more tears left for you to see
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:41 AM]: rite
COURTNIE [12:42 AM]: ??
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:42 AM]: you realli make me madd
COURTNIE [12:42 AM]: YYYYYYY
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:42 AM]: why?!
COURTNIE [12:42 AM]: U LIKE TOLD ME 2 DO IT WTF
COURTNIE [12:42 AM]: IM NEV ER DOING U A FAVOR AGAIN
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:43 AM]: i didnt ask you to rub it in that he answad your fone calls and not mine!
COURTNIE [12:43 AM]: OH
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:43 AM]: yea .. "oh"
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:45 AM]: you shuld look at it from my point of view
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:45 AM]: maken me feel like shyt
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:45 AM]: too into yaself
COURTNIE [12:45 AM]: RIIIIIIIITE
COURTNIE [12:45 AM]: NOT EVEN CLOOOOOSE, ACTUALLY
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:46 AM]: yea but court .. like how wuld you like it if that was like danny .. and you call him blah .. he dun call you back or answa the fone .. and then wen i call he answas?! .. and then i like rub it in ya face .. you kno?!
COURTNIE [12:47 AM]: OMG! I DIDNT RUB IT IN UR FACE. ITS NOT THAT SERIOUS
COURTNIE [12:47 AM]: N LIKE, I GET IT.
COURTNIE [12:47 AM]: U KEEP REPEATINGGG URSELF
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:48 AM]: oh yea .. "sucks that he answad for me and not you" or wuteva you sed .. well like i have to repeat myslef .. becuz i aint geten thru to you
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:48 AM]: it aint that serius?! ..
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:48 AM]: arite court .. its my life
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:48 AM]: sorri i take it seriusli
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:49 AM]: ill run my problems past u next time so u can tell me whether its worth the fite or not
COURTNIE [12:49 AM]: WHOA. OK FIRST, U ACT LIKE IM SAYIN HE KNEW IT WAS ME & PICKED UP.
COURTNIE [12:49 AM]: HOW WUD THAT MAKE ME 2 INTO MYSELF
COURTNIE [12:49 AM]: CUZ HE DIDNT KNOW THE NUMBER N JUST PICKED IT UP. ITS 4REALLLLLLL NOT THAT BAD
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:52 AM]: whetha he knew it was you or not .. you rubbed it in my face .. the aftermath you screwed me on
XxX LiL MeLi XxX [12:52 AM]: accorden to you .. its not serius .. so well leave it at this

but yeah, i apologized afterwards .. because my friend maria told me that i was overreacting and "i shouldnt take my frustrations with him out on her" .. so yeah, whatever .. im through with him though, for all i care he can go fuck himself .. and i took his house and number out of my cell phone, because i dont want to get the impulse to call him when i stop being mad .. so, i gave his numbers to my friend danielle, and i told her not to give it to me unless i really really want it lol .. but, even if i do ask her to give me the numbers so i could call him, i highly doubt she will, because even though she never met him or anything .. she hates him because of what he does to me, and she thinks hes pushy .. but yeah, thats it .. ill update more tonight if anything happens when i go out