look at me now, im stronger then before
tonight, me and my friend nicole were supposed to go to the mall and hang out or whatever .. but, she was hanging out with my ex best friend jessica at the mall first with these 2 kids, and then when i got there, she was going to leave them and hang out with me .. since im not friends with jessica, im not going to hang out with her .. so, i get there and i called her and she said the 2 kids didnt come yet, so she was going to finish up in the store, and come down and meet up with me with jessica .. so i was like fine .. and she was like you better not start with her, blah .. so i was just like ok lol .. so, i stayed at my friend danielles job with her until they got there .. and i bought perfume from danielle, for my friend jen for her birthday hehe .. so anyway, i told danielle how i was going to have to be with jessica, so she was like if its weird just come back here with me .. so, i went and hung out with jessica, nicole and the 2 kids for like an hour .. and it was just like really awkward .. me and jessica didnt say a single word to eachother, but like still you felt tension and stuff .. so i texted danielle, and i was like ah help me, i want to go home, this is so weird .. and she wrote back saying to come stay with her at her job, and shed drive me home .. so, i stayed with them for a little while more .. and i pulled nicole aside, and i was like "listen this puts me in a really weird situation, i cant stay here with her here also .. im just going to go to danielles job til the mall closes, and shell take me home" .. so nicole was all apologetic saying she was sorry, she didnt want me to feel weird blah .. so, i stayed with danielle for like another hour until the mall closed, and we drove around for a little and then she dropped me off .. i really need to shower though, she was smoking so much so i smell terrible lol