life....
Life is sweet, things are going well, apart from the ongoing arguements im having with my team, they are not counting my weight gain as they say its fluid (i know it is im sore and swollen and its painful to talk) so they are still saying i need to up my feed etc. I am not willing to do this until this water goes, i am having 1 litre of feed and trying to have about 300 cals a day, some days its less some days i am managing about that.
The EDU consultant send an awful letter out to my GP, Social worker, other consultant and to another hospital which im under for my NG. It was so unprofessional and Kev was even disgusted at it, so i am going to complain about it...just need the time to sit down and write it.
i was seen yesterday by the EDU and they checked my legs etc and told me to put myself on bed rest at home, this i can not do, im living life right now, i'm a house wife, i am seeing friends, im meeting up with one of my best friends today for drinks AND lunch!!! i will have some meat and veg....still dont touch carbs but its a big step eating out etc.
I am treating my body kindly, i am off the laxatives!!!! and i am taking all my medication, vitamins, etc etc.... and my head hates it it really does, but something inside is a little proud as i never thought i would be to do this...but knowing i could end up in hospital has give me the kick up the arse i needed. And i am so happy right now, so in love with kev but also life itself.
It maybe cold and snowing outside but my heart feels warm...just got to keep working on the head!
i was 38kg on admission last week and im 42.5 now, i would like the couple of kgs i have gained off but just got to wait and not use lax etc to get the water weight off,
i am doing this. #head shut up please# life is good. xox
The EDU consultant send an awful letter out to my GP, Social worker, other consultant and to another hospital which im under for my NG. It was so unprofessional and Kev was even disgusted at it, so i am going to complain about it...just need the time to sit down and write it.
i was seen yesterday by the EDU and they checked my legs etc and told me to put myself on bed rest at home, this i can not do, im living life right now, i'm a house wife, i am seeing friends, im meeting up with one of my best friends today for drinks AND lunch!!! i will have some meat and veg....still dont touch carbs but its a big step eating out etc.
I am treating my body kindly, i am off the laxatives!!!! and i am taking all my medication, vitamins, etc etc.... and my head hates it it really does, but something inside is a little proud as i never thought i would be to do this...but knowing i could end up in hospital has give me the kick up the arse i needed. And i am so happy right now, so in love with kev but also life itself.
It maybe cold and snowing outside but my heart feels warm...just got to keep working on the head!
i was 38kg on admission last week and im 42.5 now, i would like the couple of kgs i have gained off but just got to wait and not use lax etc to get the water weight off,
i am doing this. #head shut up please# life is good. xox