To my friends...I have now started over...

Feb 02, 2005 14:18

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Leila anonymous February 3 2005, 03:24:33 UTC
ok..listen i no whatever i say right now your gonna say its "gay" but i dont care and i am just gonna say it...Samira ever since i was little you left me out just because i was the youngest cousin.I never thought it was fair. I always wished i could for once not be left out and be like you "the oldest out of me you and yassi". As we got older, it got a little better, and you weren't leaving me out as much. But it was still really hard, i just tried to hold it in even though sometimes i couldnt. But if you really think about it its kinda sad that you left me out and were mean to me when i was like 6 years old......Whatever i say you either make fun of it ok say its gay. I try to tell you to stop being negitive all the time but you disagree and think your not. Sometimes we get along and thats great..... but of course sometimes we dont. For everthing you wanna be with yassi. But anyways no matter how mean or nice you are i will always love you with all my heart, and i really think you can to this!!!! good luck! I Love you <3333333333333333333333333

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Re: Leila kiarash000 February 3 2005, 03:36:31 UTC
aw that's so cute...how could u be so mean Samira?

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Re: Leila xxxcutypie55xxx February 3 2005, 04:36:50 UTC
Ok Leila...
There has always been something between us...
Listen...
Leila...youre just not 'chill' about some things...
you still act like someone younger to me...three years is a big difference...
I guess I grew up thinking 'O_o hey look, its someone younger than me...MWUAHAH power over her...YAY!'...O_o and I inherited that from Sanam...I took advantage...
But the thing is...Yassi is someone I can relate to...You haven't gone through nearly anything we have because you're still in that phase of 'growing up'...
It's easier for me to be open to people who know what it's like...that way I can actually TALK to them about stuff...
Plus...You barely show me ANY respect...I never usually start ANYTHING with you anymore...The remarks always start by you like...being a child...that's where this all starts...Leila...I mean you have reached the point in ur life where you should kinda mature just a LITTLE bit...but I'm very sorry, I can't see that...Like, I'm freakin sleeping and Leila you KNOW I ask you nicely to stop making noise but you NEVER listen...and that's how our fights usually start...nowadays.
Youre just 'wild' and 'crazy' like...it's really getting old now
You can be so obnoxious about things
and think you know it all...and I really can't explain it like this...theres just too much to say...
but you should know that no matter what I ever say to you...I don't mean it at ALL...and I love you veryyyyyyyyy muchhhhh! I would do anything for you...You know I have your back...And you know I am here when you need someone to talk to about things...
<3333 I love you no matter what

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Re: Leila anonymous February 3 2005, 05:16:39 UTC
Samira....you need to get that some people in this world like to be crazy sometimes and have fun. You dont get that and by the way i am onnnlllyyy 12 like i mean really i can be mature. you make it sound like im a freaken mental monkey or something....but i like how i am i think its unique and my friends like me cuz i am different and funny, im not all shy and mean or sooo sweet or that stuff. I understand how you and yassi are, but me and her are like 2 peas in a pod and she is older than me you no. I no i sometimes dont listen to you, and that is just how i think payback is. I can see that you like to always say i start it (not true) but ok. Like i tell you i have a new sn and you say ok tell me and i tell you and your like "gayyyy O_o" you dont even give me a chance. I know i can act like a stupied kid but thats just me, and if you dont like it then thats your problem. I love you and that will never change.

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Re: Leila xxxcutypie55xxx February 3 2005, 05:27:40 UTC
Ok...So all of a sudden im not fun or something?--I know you didn't say that but you don't have to be crazy half the time...I mean it's like EVERYTIME I see you...ur toooo much >_> "You dont get that" Yes I do get that...and it's fine to act stupid SOMETIMES...but you reallllllly push it waaay over... "and by the way i am onnnlllyyy 12 like i mean really i can be mature."...Not really =/ "you make it sound like im a freaken mental monkey or something"...Well yeah...Leila it's different for you and yassi...and me and you...and me and yassi...And I do understand how you are ur own person...but I'm just saying sometimes you needa chill out and stop being all annoying..." I no i sometimes dont listen to you, and that is just how i think payback is."....Two wrongs certainly don't make a right.
"I can see that you like to always say i start it (not true) but ok.' But it is true...
"Like i tell you i have a new sn and you say ok tell me and i tell you and your like "gayyyy O_o" you dont even give me a chance."
See now that's something YOU need to realize...That ISN'T a big deal...I am not being "negative" or "mean"...Leila stop taking EVERYTHING I say personally...I mean come on. You know I say 'gay' a lot...So that's your problem right there...and give you a chance for WHAT?

still love ya <3

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