To my friends...I have now started over...
If I could go back into time...
...I would
I've caused many, including myself, grief
...And I would give anything to change that
But the saying "You never realize how great that one person is until...they're gone"...is the most honest and truthful quote...
I never really believed it myself...but it has happened...
You don't have to accept my advice...but what I want to tell you is something I really want you to understand and value...
I want you to remember it forever...
I want it to stick to you so that you wouldn't have to go through such pain, as I did...
Please don't take anything for granted...admire your friends...stop fighting with them, it really isn't going to get you anywhere and it isn't worth it...
Treat others the way YOU want to be treated...
Don't worry about what others think of you...worry about how YOU think of YOURSELF...
As of today...I have grown up and learned from all of my mistakes...
Appologies to everyone including, Andrew for one, Kiarash, Devon, Chris, Danielle, Sarah, Negah, Michelle, Izzy, Yassi, Leila...and to everyone else I have caused pain to or hurt one way or another...
I am truly sorry...
And it's up to you all to be the mature person that you know you can be...and realize...that I have changed and I really mean what I've just said...
Please let me know if you guys really accept my appology...
Even if I hadn't mentioned your name...please be honest...and TELL me how you feel...
...I would
I've caused many, including myself, grief
...And I would give anything to change that
But the saying "You never realize how great that one person is until...they're gone"...is the most honest and truthful quote...
I never really believed it myself...but it has happened...
You don't have to accept my advice...but what I want to tell you is something I really want you to understand and value...
I want you to remember it forever...
I want it to stick to you so that you wouldn't have to go through such pain, as I did...
Please don't take anything for granted...admire your friends...stop fighting with them, it really isn't going to get you anywhere and it isn't worth it...
Treat others the way YOU want to be treated...
Don't worry about what others think of you...worry about how YOU think of YOURSELF...
As of today...I have grown up and learned from all of my mistakes...
Appologies to everyone including, Andrew for one, Kiarash, Devon, Chris, Danielle, Sarah, Negah, Michelle, Izzy, Yassi, Leila...and to everyone else I have caused pain to or hurt one way or another...
I am truly sorry...
And it's up to you all to be the mature person that you know you can be...and realize...that I have changed and I really mean what I've just said...
Please let me know if you guys really accept my appology...
Even if I hadn't mentioned your name...please be honest...and TELL me how you feel...