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Last night I talked to Steven... Well new news other than he can't see me anymore... Now he can't talk to me... So I called him about 9:00 because Sam said that he had called me... and while i was talking to him he's like " o yeah i forgot to tell you, my dad said that I'm not allowed to talk to you anymore "... What happend was... Alyssa called Steven, and was talking to him and then all of a sudden he quit talking to her... So she said " alright if you don't talk to me i'm gonna hang up " So she hung up... And that's when Roger said that Steven wasn't allowed to talk to me anymore...
Tonight I'm going to his practice with Dawn, and i'm gonna talk to him then... I have a plan but he has to work with me on it... What i want to do is... Have him go home tonight and tell his parents that we broke up... * We're not actually gonna break up, like i said he has to agree with me on this * ( plus i'm sure his parents will be happy, they don't want him going out with me anyways... ) I dunno it's really up to him... I'm wondering if he wants to do that or really break up... I'm getting so fucking sick of his parents shit... and I understand everyone in a relationship goes through this crap... But I was so depressed before i met him, and all my friends know what i did... but when i started going out with Steven, It was the happiest i've ever been...
Fuck this... I'm gonna just stay in my room and cry in a corner * where i belong *...
Tonight I'm going to his practice with Dawn, and i'm gonna talk to him then... I have a plan but he has to work with me on it... What i want to do is... Have him go home tonight and tell his parents that we broke up... * We're not actually gonna break up, like i said he has to agree with me on this * ( plus i'm sure his parents will be happy, they don't want him going out with me anyways... ) I dunno it's really up to him... I'm wondering if he wants to do that or really break up... I'm getting so fucking sick of his parents shit... and I understand everyone in a relationship goes through this crap... But I was so depressed before i met him, and all my friends know what i did... but when i started going out with Steven, It was the happiest i've ever been...
Fuck this... I'm gonna just stay in my room and cry in a corner * where i belong *...